Monday, October 19, 2009
...hold my hand
...begitu banyak cerita... ada suka ada duka...
cinta mengindahkan semua....cinta senyum gelak ketawa..
ku ingin kau tahu... aku bahagia selalu bilamana ada dirimu...
mengapa harus begini... mengapa harus terjadi...mengapa yang di dalam selalu merintih....
hati cuba kau dengar, .mengapa kau buat ku slalu gelisah...
buat yang tersayang, maaf di atas kerenah yang membebankan... terima kasih kerna kau slalu ada.... ada untukku....
".... sumtimes we've fight for nothing, crying for nothing.... love cannot be perfect...just how good it's gonna be
...we can fuss and we can fight...as long as everythings all right between us...
things will get better if you just hold my hand, nothing can come between us if you just hold me,
tired of being lonely, take my hand don't let go and let me be your one and only...."
luv u soo much.... dear
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Thursday, October 01, 2009
my life is about to complete soon…
Counting days….4-5 months to go…
Actually sampai ke hari nier masih tak percaya sudah hampir 5 bulan bergelar tunangan org… sedar2 tak sedar sudahpun ‘in relationship’ 7 tahun dan kini sedang meniti hari2 bahagia… moga berpanjangan.. ameeen…. itulah yang dinamakan kalu jodoh pasti tak ke mana…
wedding preparation memang tak payah nak pening cz my family will prepared everything… kalaupun nak plan just psl wedding dress and make-up… untungnya bergelar adik bongsu (walupun sebenarnya masih ader sorg adik lelaki)… especially my big brother a.k.a my banker…. My mum and my only one beloved sist mcm biase la tukang plan+tukang shopping…
lain2 preparation sooner or later I’ve to prepared juga (mentally & physically)…. Tambah ilmu apa yang patut… physically kene make sure healthy & keep fit… almaklumlah bile senang hati selera tambah pon makin menjadi…. Since balik dr umrah last may 09 mmg makin menjadi….. so 4 to 5 months preparation nye :
1. at least lose weight around 3 to 5kg.
2.body treatment (sauna bath+lulur)
3.facial treatment
4.manicure & pedicure, hand treatment
others wedding planning and preparation tips juz nak share with my bestest fren 4 eva ms ruby cum my wedding planner.…(sambil2 tue bleh la plan utk ur wedding skali) thanks for the supports… I love you so muchy2…. (*_-)
- the first step in wedding planning is deciding how much money you are going to spend and make a budget.
- When planning your wedding budget allow 25% more for extras that you haven't planned for. (this part kire setle la kot…)
- order the invitations four months in advance. Invitations should be mailed four to six weeks in advance. Take the invitations to the post office to be weighted for sufficient postage. (this part lum setle sbb tgu guest list from my 2nd bro…invitation card die sponsor)
- Start prepare ur wedding dress six months in advance. You will need several fittings before it is perfect. (this part pening juga nak decide whether nak stick dgn early plan ker tuko ikut my big bro punye kaler pilihan… mengenangkan wedding dress ‘self sponsor’ tendency lebey nak stick pd plan asal… have to decide before end of this month)
- Do your makeup before putting on your wedding dress. (nie my future sist in law dah setlekan… so no need to worry)
- Plan your honeymoon six months in advance. Make all arrangements and reservations well in advance. (this part si dia dah plan… tapi mengenangkan ongkosnya so maybe postponed dl…yg wajib kene utamakan )
- Remember that it is his wedding, too. Some men do not want much to do with the planning but it is not always too. Take his advice too. (resepsi on my side my dear no need to worry la… but for wedding dress & make-up have to take his advice too… sbb die yang nak tgk kite kan.. wink wink)
- If you and your fiancée have a disagreement, work it out without involving either set of parents. (totally agree)
- View his or her photographs to see if you like their style of photography. If you do, book as early as possible. (nie tak decide lagi la…)
- Don't hesitate to ask family and friends to help with preparations. Choose the appropriate task for the person you are asking. (my family will lend their hand to help me, tak payah nak mintak2…my fren also… hehe)
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
...sebuah pertemuan
sebenarnya hati ini.... sepi benar... cahaya hati yang makin pudar... bukan menyesal apatah lagi menyalahkan... sekadar terfikir masihkah ada jalan juga ruang untuk meneruskan dan memperbaiki kehidupan....
aku bersyukur di atas segala ketentuan.. seandainya dia yang terbaik buat diriku dekatkanlah hati-hati kami... kehadirannya dulu pernah menyentuh kalbu menyalakan obor pengharapan...
dulu kau pernah...di ketika ku kealpaan kau bisikkan bicara keinsafan... kau beri kekuatan, tika aku diuji dengan dugaan... saat ku kehilangan keyakinan, kau nyalakan harapan.. saat ku meragukan keampunan Tuhan... kau katakan rahmat-Nya mengatasi segala....
menitis airmataku kepada sebuah pertemuan.... kehadiranmu pernah mendamaikan.. cahaya hati yang makin kesamaran... gilapkanlah agar ia menjadi cahaya kebahagiaan... moga cahaya hati ini takkan pudar diuji dugaan... Moga kan kesampaian kepada Tuhan... "kurniakan daku perwira hati yang soleh.... moga ku bisa menjadi penyejuk dimatanya penawar dihatinya....
mengapa nantikan senja baru terdetik untuk pulang kepengkalan... malam kian menghampiri... ku pasrah dengan segala yang telah ditentukan...
berikan secebis keinsafan, bekalan sepanjang perjalanan untuk mencari ketenangan.... biar Kau menjadi saksi tulus tangisku kala dini hari... kesempatan yang hanya sebentar... moga keikhlasanku terlakar...
harapanku moga dikurniakan manisnya iman berpanjangan...... moga lautan hilang gelora untuk ku terus berlayar.....
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Tuesday, September 08, 2009
..big girl dont cry
...aku masih di sini... masih terkial-kial cuba untuk berdiri di kaki sendiri..waktu 'senggang' ini digunakan sepenuhnya untuk belajar mengerti kehidupan dan memuhasabah diri...cinta terlalu 'bererti' buat yang merasai..dan 'ia' bukan sekadar simpati...bukan juga peneman sepi... 'ia' cahaya hati...
kelam dari cahaya jauhlah 'ia' dari hati... apapun jua yang terjadi duhai hati berjalan tanpa henti.. suatu masa nanti pasti temui cahaya yang dicari... tabahkanlah hati jangan sekali lupakan Ilahi..
Ya Allah, kurniakan daku perwira hati penyejuk di mata, penawar di hati... ameen
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Friday, August 21, 2009
happy birthday my fiancee....
My beloved fiancee, Anas Akmal bin Arshad (on 27th birthday)
If there's something that you're dreaming of then may it all come true, because you deserve it all...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
Your Birthday is a special day, one that's just for you, a time for doing everything, you have always wanted to do...
You've been there to laugh with me, to cry with me, to be proud of me,and to be happy for allthe good things in my life...
You're the most important part of my life...and you always will be.
Happy Birthday Sweetheart
I love you so much!!!
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
..the show
dah byk kali nak update blog tapi mcm biasa la singgah tapi 'blank' tak tau nak update... terlalu byk yg ingin dikongsi juga terlalu byk yg ingin diluahkan...
alhamdulillah hari-hari makin terisi walupun dibyk ketikanya aku merasa sunyi... jauh dr family juga kawan... cume 2,3 weekend yg lepas sempat terisi dengan kehadiran teman2 tersayang... 3 week ago spent time wif leyna n aizuddin... actually nie first time trio (kami ber3 spent time together) lepak kat mkn2 kat putrajaya n layan movie 'the proposal' kat alamanda... actually plan nak ke nilai malam tue tapi tak kesampaian... mlm tue kami ker konsert nasyeed di stadium melawati, syah alam... kali nier hamdan 'the abah'... join skali...mlm tue stay kat bilik leyna kat cj.... nway thank to my beloved fren cz sudi spent time together... tapi lupe plak nak snap2
last 2 week berkesempatan utk ke cj lagi.. kali nie ader convo hamdan... so bcz of my beloved fren che bee turun... i pon smpt la berkampung skali... kali nie sempat snap2... nway thank to bee for the pict....
me n miss bee....
mcm bergambo ngn artis plak... actually nie kenji
with litle hamdan (adek hamdan) n umi hamdan
wif the man (hamdan)... wif aisyah my junior, bee n datin azurina...
nie sorg lagi convo this year, mr aizam (exrumet my fiance)
wif amal the boom
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Friday, July 17, 2009
7 years 3 days after 14 July 2003
....life is too short to wake up with regrets... so, love the people who treat you right...forget about the one’s who don’t.
...believe everything happens for a reason, if you get a second chance, grab it with both hands... if it changes your life, let it.
nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.....
7 years is juz a number... but it's meant 'sumthing' to me... remind me of how precious that day was, when we met each other....
...remember all the qualities about each other that i found so endearing...they are still there, and new ones create sweet surprises...remember thinking that this love would last forever....
..may future bring more of the same, and love remain strong and true.
another 7 months to create precious memories together....
another 7 months to discover new things to enjoy about each other....
another 7 months to build a life rich in love and laughter....
May Allah blessing be with us, always...
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Tuesday, July 07, 2009
25 years... you are not alone
...something whispers in my ear and says....that i am not alone for me....'you're here with me.....though i'm far away you're here to stay....
actually... besday kali nie mmg rase 'lonely'... eventhough si dia+teman+family ber'utus' ucapan selamat... that day smpi jer ofis headache... lunch sensorg+my tummy shakit2... after lunch trus amek 'mc'.. since keje kat Aeon nie, 1st time 'mc' tue pon mase my beday 070709... mase lunch tue, windu sgt kat 'my bester fren 4eva'... really miss our special time together, mase student2 dulu2... but we should reward ourselves kan??? so namo 'lonely2'... sepatutnya aku bersyukur dengan apa yang ada malahan tiada yang kurang di dalam hidupku... selayaknya tiada kata yang lebih mulia dari alhamdulillah syukur di atas segala kurniaan-Nya.......tahun demi tahun angka bertambah... bertambahnya usia bermakna byk yang perlu bertambah...doaku seperti selalu2... moga dimurahkan umur di dalam kebajikan selalu... buat si dia yang setia menanti tepat jam 00:00 (7 Julai) saban tahun... jutaan trima kasih di atas ingatan yang tidak pernah pudar harapannya kasih sayang yang tak pernah kunjung padam seperti selalunya juga ...
kali ini insyaAllah hari lahir yang terakhir disambut as 'a bachelor' ....juga kali pertama dan terakhir insyaAllah disambut sebagai title 'tunangan orang'... dalam erti kata lain, tahun depan bakal memegang gelaran baru lah... sedar tak sedar waktu berlalu begitu cepat... pejam celik 7 bulan bakal berlalu begitu aja... doaku, moga apa jua jalan yang menanti di hadapan insyaAllah, seperti yang dirancangkan... ameen....
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Monday, July 06, 2009
...one day before 07 July 2009
..cupcake kiss+love wondermilk...
as usual every year, mesti ader wish list for my birthday... alhamdulillah syukur, this year bahagia demi bahagia tercipta...begitu banyak perkara yang mengembirakan tahun ini... moga hati ini sentiasa dekat dengan Sang Pencipta... ameen...
Wish list this year:
1.Peluang pekerjaan yang lebih baek... peningkatan kerjaya... masih mencari yang bersesuaian
2.Kebahagian yang berpanjangan....insyaAllah this year tahun terakhir celebrate besday as a 'bachelor'... moga dikurniakan perwira hati penyejuk di mata penawar di hati ini...
3. Dimurahkan rezeki untuk menunai umrah skali lagi.. kali ini biarlah bersama 'si dia'... dunia yang serba indah mendamaikan hanya ada di sana...
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Monday, June 22, 2009
... litle princess
my flower girl.. beloved niece... shautul wafeey arizal
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