everyday is another story...

Lil Qalish turn 1 year old...

2011-12-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah, my lil qalish today turn 1 year old.... he is the joy of our lives... mama n baba luv u much...

exactly one year ago at this moment 15 December 2010, me and hubs were at the UKM Specialist Centre. I was in operation theathre, and the two of us were eagerly awaiting the arrival of our very 1st son. We didn't know what he would looked like. Me n hubs didn't really know how much our lives would change and we never imagined how much fun we would have once Qalish joined our family. soo blessed and it's such a joy watching him grow... alhamdulillah syukur...

dear my baby Afiy Akmal Qalish,

doa mama " be a good boy... anak yg soleh, penyejuk di mata & penawar di hati... "

twelve 12...

2011-12-09T16:21:00.001+08:00

already DECEMBER... MONTH OF DECEMBER....my beloved arwah my mum and my baby Lil Qalish was born in December....'12' lots of memory... soo remarkable.. my mum was born on 12th.... and left us also on 12th... another 21 days to enter 2012...

Jan 2011

me still on maternity leaves.... still learn to be good mother to my lil baby.. with his angelic face... owh 'mushimini mummy' love you much... i'm still feel that it was yesterday i've met him...

February 2011

our very first anniversary... also on 12th... alhamdulillah... married to kind-hearted man... been blessed to have him in my life... always on my side...

March 2011
back to work... still learn how to survive with watt 'so-called breastfeed mommy'... alhamdulillah until today...

April 2011
i got new boss... still lot to improve.. lot to learn...

May 2011

month of watt so called hectic... working life was not so easy... bzing with student final exam, lots of new rules to be implement and also ISO Audit juz around the corner...

Jun 2011

my lil qalish 6 months already... me soo excited to introduce lil qalish with his very 1st solid food... this budak teshik kejap jer besar kan???

July 2011
27 years old already....month of vacation!!! of coz July was my favourite month of the year as always... this year havin vacation at Perhentian Island... 1 vacation with lil qalsih also...

August 2011

29th birthday for the man that I love... 1st birthday as baba for lil qalish... this was 5 years ago.. jgn tertipu dgn sizenyer die...

Sept 2011
last raya wif my beloved arwah mak.... tiada lagi dakapan sehangat dakapan seorg ibu... really miss you mum...

Oct 2011
lots of thing had changed.... lots of kisah sepi... masih mencari rentak untuk melangkah kembali... to recover back after soo long... nightmare... to my hubby to cz always there to support me...

Nov 2011
havin eid adha celebration at Kelantan for the first time... lots of unplanned vacation...

Dec 2011
still thinking to have or not to have??? 1st birthday celebration for lil qalish.. owh my baby 1 years already... will continue....

wordless tuesday...

2011-11-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

havin gud weekend @penang my hometown wif hubs n lil qalish.. spent quality time wif family.. feel soo gud... alhamdulillah lil qalish already 11mths... another a month will celebrate his 1 year anniv... alhamdulillah all praises to Allah I wanna thank you for all the things that You’ve done... a good husband and a pious son... ANUGERAH YANG TAK TERNILAI..All the things you have given to me.. ALHAMDULLILAH

lil qalish leisure weekend...

2011-11-18T16:40:00.003+08:00

month of october and november was so-called 'weekend jln2'... bzing pack and unpack for 3 of us (baa+qalish+maa) starting from 5 weeks ago... 1 st weekend drive to melaka for our mini vacation... since this was unplanned vacation so just manage to booking straits meridian... havin gud time there...swim2 wif lil qalish.. havin delish' alai coconut milkshake...awesome food so far...

a week after that...going back to penang wif love... beloved hometown... preparation for my adek bongsu akram for his merisik...last minute jd bertunang.. tunang koboi namanye neh...within a day jer prepare everything...the same day friday 28 oct 2011 the ceremony day, havin nasi kandar beratuq+jln2 area masjid kapitan keling dgn misi mencari 'sumting sbg tanda'.... alhamdulillah my adek bongsu kini tunangan org....

a week after adek bongsu 'tunang koboi' huhu 3 of us fly to kota bharu..yeah!!!! this was lil qalish first plane ride...try to fed him both during take-off and landing but he refuse...he's so excited nak tgk kat luar tue haaa......celebrate our eid adha there at qalish's pakngah+makngah hze happen to be my big jane (2nd bro).. hehe (+_~) ... qalish's paklong, paksu and abg andat also join us... lotsa fun...

ending of 'weekend jln2'... working holiday trip to aloq star... this time lil qalish well behave during his 2nd plane ride.. hubs had audit work there... me+lil qalish jln2 cari mkn with my big bro... yerp... fun-fun-fun.... lotsa lotsa fun... huyeaah...lotsa vacation will come... can't wait....

1 day bfore eid adha...

2011-11-04T14:33:00.003+08:00

eid Al-Adha is a holiday at the end of the Hajj, the annual Muslim pilgrimage to Mecca which is one of the greatest religious observance in Islam... me and our lil family will fly to kota bharu, kelantan this coming eid adha .. really hope it will create new envi.. lil happiness...

other than that I have nothing much to tell... Happy eid adha all... happy holiday n safe journey...It's the simple things in life.. enjoys...

..our lives are brief. that's why it's important to search for meaning.. we find it in our son's smile, in the warmth of our friends, or the comfort of our faith. then, there are those who make their lives meaningful by making a great sacrifice...

mini vacation 'melaka wif luv'.....

2011-10-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

happy weekend all... after last vacation @perhentian on july... this is our second vacation.. this time mini vacation...

last minute decide shoot to Melaka and havin me+hubs+qalish time... heppi (*_^) since last minute planning.. lots of hotel fully booked.. last2 manage to do reservation @ straits meridian... ok lah janji ader swimming pool 4 lil qalish swim2...

first day havin seafood for dins @ umbai lama... forgot to take pict since me+hubs super duper hungry... and last day before back to cyber last but least havin delish coconut milkshake @ alai.... alhamdulillah.... even alway travel to melaka di atas urusan keja... lain rasanya bila jln2 just 4 jalan2 cari makan... can't wait for our next vacation this coming eid adha.. this time from Kota Bharu Kelate wif luv plak... huyeaeh...

we are family....

2011-10-22T09:43:00.009+08:00

after a week of festive holiday last Sept...Oct coming.... and we're working like mad... non stop weekend bzing preparing for Final XM, MMU 12th convo and last but not least Supple Xm... no time to update blog... really2 want to shared this... eid pict with my family...

we 2 heroes....

lots of thing has change and one of that change my life forever... just wanna shared our last pict2 with Arwah Mak and family taken during last Eid Fitri... family gathering bbqing lots of family activity.. neva thought it's gonna be the last family gather eva wif my mum...

we are family.. one happy family....

the memory remain in my heart forever... we miss you mum....

qalish 1st eid

2011-10-20T09:56:00.000+08:00

kisah sepi...

2011-10-12T11:32:00.003+08:00

Bagaikan mimpi.. Masih terasa hangat dakapan tubuh bonda.. Rupanya aidilfitri yg lps merupakan yg terakhir dpt kukucup tangan bonda.. Mak.. Adik rindukan mak.. Hari ini genaplah sebulan mak pergi.. Dan masih trasa ini semua tak lebih dari sebuah mimpi..

Tanggal 12 syawal yg lps kuterima panggilan di awal pagi jam 4 pg.. Tak mampu dilahirkan dgn kata2 rupanya di awal pagi itu bonda pergi mengadap ilahi.. Kami bertolak secepat yg boleh.. Bertolak jam 6 pg smpi di penang jam 9 pg.. Sekujur tubuh milik bonda ditutupi kain putih.. Saat itu mengalir lah airmata tanpa henti..

kini tiada lagi tangisan... tiada lagi airmata...kedua mak & abah sudah mengadap ilahi... yg tinggal hya kami... Ya Allah damaikan hati ini.. Yg hidup pasti akan mati.. Kau tempatkan kedua ibubapaku bersama para solihin!!

ku pasti kini...tiada dakapan sehangatnya dakapan seorg ibu... dan aku rindukan hangatnya pelukan itu...

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twenty 9 birthday for the man i love...

2011-08-21T00:00:00.007+08:00

21 August 2011

first birthday as a baba for our very first son Afiy Akmal Qalish bin Anas Akmal.....

twenty 9 birthday for the man I love.

1.I am so lucky to have a husband like him.
2.Every year with him is better than the last.Happy Birthday Dear!
3.Hanging out with him is still my favorite thing to do, Happy Birthday to my partner and my best friend.
4.My love for him grows and grows with each passing year.
5.he's still the man of my dreams.
6.I can't imagine living without him by my side.. May Allah bless us with rahmah until the end of our life...
7. Growing old with him is one of my favorite things to do.Happy Birthday to the love of my life.
8.he's not just my husband, he's also my best friend. Happy birthday honey.
9. he's always there to share all life’s little challenges and joyful times as well...I have the most wonderful husband

21 August 2010

first birthday as a husband... but for this year no record of wish or pict since we in our umrah trip.... Happy Birthday to the best husband in the world... I feel so blessed to have found true love in your arms. I feel so proud to call you my husband. May you be blessed with all that you have ever dreamt of..

21 August 2009

My beloved fiancee, Anas Akmal bin Arshad (on 27th birthday)
If there's something that you're dreaming of then may it all come true, because you deserve it all...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
Your Birthday is a special day, one that's just for you, a time for doing everything, you have always wanted to do...
You've been there to laugh with me, to cry with me, to be proud of me,and to be happy for allthe good things in my life...
You're the most important part of my life...and you always will be.
Happy Birthday Sweetheart
I love you so much!!!

21 August 2008

21 August 2007

buat abang yang tersayang, semoga seiring dgn pertambahan usia dimurahkan rezeki, dipercepatkan jodoh..jadi suami yg soleh juga bakal abah yg mithali, insyaAllah... doa mie moga usia mematangkan abg dan terus diberi kesabaran untuk mendidik dan menjaga mie kelak...
not just at special times like this but each and everyday..... you know that you are loved far more than words can ever say.... happy birthday my sweetheart...

21 August 2006

On this your special day, I pray for you. I pray for smiles and love. I pray for sunshine, for warmth and tenderness. I pray for unexpected moments of joy and laughter. But most of all, I pray for peace for you. I am thinking of you on your birthday and holding you close to my heart.

My prayer for you this day and everyday is for a sense of fulfillment ... for a feeling of closeness to those you love ... for confidence and enjoyment in all that makes you special to others ... and for a deep and abiding peace within.

May Allah keep you in touch with all that you are and all that you are meant to become.."

21 August 2005

21 August 2003

big eyes 8 months old today!!

2011-08-15T11:03:00.007+08:00

alhamdulillah.. today lil qalish turn to 8 months... HAPPY 8 MONTHS big boy mama... for the first time lil qalish had a high fever... so cedey... but last nite has gotten much, much better.. alhamdulillah everything will be ok soon... mama baba luv you much...

finally lil qalish start takin his porridge..for intro carrot+brocolli porridge.. start to add in salmon last few day...but he refuse la.. hanyir kot... but oily fish like salmon, trout, tuna are especially good as they contain omega-3 essential fatty acids which are very important for visual and brain development...before this he taken fruit puree+vege puree as intro to solid food...still learn to feed my baby the best recipe of baby food... insyaallah

last week, 2nd week of ramadhan... lots of outside buffet for iftar... really miss swiss peanut roll with creammy sauce @ cyberview lodge resort & spa and also spagethi afredo @ kelab komuniti taman tasik cyberjaya... and the best part is of course our BAGAI gathering...happenin walawey.. terlupa kejap dah beranak pinak.. huhee....

thanks to sara+abgfik+lil amir & din all da way from melaka... and oso thanks to tuan rumah @ baitul haneef... lotsa fun... hope to gather2 again soon... next time.. 2 baby will be joining us.. insyaAllah

being a mom...

2011-08-08T14:00:00.005+08:00

16 ways to enjoy being a mom

When you're tired, hand your kids a brush, point to your head, and tell them to play beauty parlor. When you're really tired, pretend that you're Sleeping Beauty.
Take your mother to a spa. While you're both getting seaweed wraps, tell her all your favorite memories of growing up.
Take a bath with your infant. Make sure your husband is around for the handoff, so you can relax until the last minute. (Don't forget to smell your baby right afterward. Heaven!)
At the end of every summer, take a family photo for the holiday card (you'll be happy to have this accomplished once December comes). Every year, add a framed 11-by-14-inch print to your front hall. Your kids will be proud now and laugh later at the funny styles.
Play Freaky Friday with your husband and switch roles for a day. Enjoy his renewed appreciation for his Super Mom wife.
During rainy day, fix some snacks, get under warm quilts, and watchHappy Feet on DVD. Tell your kids you love them even more than the penguins love their chicks.
Go to the beach in the off-season. Throw rocks in the water and collect shells. Put them in a vase and use it as shelf decor in your living room.
Buy yourself that fancy watch, strand of pearls, or whatever piece of expensive jewelry you've been lusting after. Justify your purchase by rationalizing that you'll pass it down to your daughter (or son's wife) eventually.
Use your kids as an excuse to do the things you want to do, like going to silly feel-good movies, eating mac and cheese for dinner, and jumping in the moonbounce. Use your kids as an excuse to get out of things you don't want to do, like going to a wedding or office party.
Every Mother's Day, have a picture taken with your kids. Keep the photos all together - along with special cards, ticket stubs, mementos, and anything else that makes you feel good about being a mom - in a shoe box. (Of course, you must get those new shoes you love in order to do this correctly.) Every year, look through your Goddess Mom box and see how much your kids have grown.
Give your kids quiet time every day. Let them learn to be by themselves with books, crayons, or blocks.
Let your whole family take a day off and hang out in pj's all day long.
Rent Sex and the City on DVD, and reminisce about the days when you were single and the biggest problem you had was whether the "He" of the moment was going to call. Let the romance of your youth seduce you. Then remember that, despite your freedom, all you really wanted was to fall in love and have beautiful babies.
Pitch a tent in the backyard. Use it as your outdoor reading room. Or when there's a full moon, plan a family campout with sleeping bags, a transistor radio, and s'mores, of course.
Invent a house fairy. Give her a name, and tell your kids that she is always watching them and counting up their good deeds.
Listen for the deep, happy sighs that come after your kids play or laugh really hard. Tuck them away in your heart.

1st ramadhan wif lil qalish around....

2011-08-01T11:38:00.007+08:00

with qalish in my tummy during last ramadhan

alhamdulillah..today 1st day of ramadhan... first puasa wif lil qalish around...this time me celebrate ramadhan wif hubs n lil qalish ... if last year alhamdulillah complete 30 days... insyaAllah this year hopefully can make it 30 days since i'm still fully bf my lil qalish... last year we celebrate early ramadhan @ makkah & madinah.. experience fasting+preggy+umrah at the same time really mencabar...

Should I fast while breastfeeding? of course YES!!! if last year i can make it during my pregnancy.. insyaallah this year me also can make it...

it's depend on you... amount of food you take should make no difference to the amount of milk you produce.... our baby will not be harmed,insyaallah i can able to keep up milk production while fasting.... during plenty of water during sahur... insyaAllah rezeki lil qalish mencurah eventho mommy fasting... ameen... HAPPY FASTING TO ALL... May Allah bless us always....

Dr. Har Survival Tips for Parents...

2011-07-26T09:17:00.005+08:00

Tip no.1 - Strive to be the best role model to your children. Make them proud of you first before you can expect them to make you proud. How about asking this question to your adolescent kids today : ` Have I ever made you proud, son/daughter?' Reflect on the answer, if you're gonna get one.

Tip no.2 - Display your commitment, affection and love for each other (as parents & couple) for your children to see. Put on your best smiles the moment you step into the house, no matter how bad things are at work. Make your home as the sanctuary & heaven on earth for the kids. Keep it warm & cozy with your prayers and unconditional love for everyone.

Tip no. 3 - Avoid degrading or talking bad about your spouse in front of the children. Remember, it is their father/mother you're complaining about. Don't try to win them over & make them go against your spouse. That's not win-lose, in fact, it is definitely a lose-lose!

Tip no. 4 - Appreciate every single deed and help you received from your children. Thank them, praise them - loud and clear for everybody to hear. Put on your best smile while thanking them. You have just made up their day

Tip no. 5 - Practice what you preach. But don't preach every time you talk to the children. It might sound like a good sermon to you, but to them, it is simply a nag! Don't ever begin your sentence with ` When I was your age,..'. If you do, just watch their eyes rolling up & their ears turning deaf.

Tip no. 6 - Provide spiritual guide to your children - they need the framework & structure. Never neglect spirituality in everything you do. Pray together as much as you could. Read the Quran and reflect on its meaning. Convince them, spiritual health is as important (if not more) as physical, mental & emotional health.

Tip no. 7 - Apologize for your mistakes and shortcomings, tho' sorry is the hardest word, esp. for parents. We can be wrong too. The children need to be reminded that they're being raised by HUMAN BEINGS, not angels. Try hard not to repeat the mistakes. This might be the most difficult tip to practise!

Tip no. 8 - Allow some space for your adolescents to make decisions and guide them from there. Trust them. Who else will if not you, the parent who raised them up! Don't doubt your parenting. Avoid suffocating them with your over-protectiveness. Let them learn from their mistakes.

Tip no 9 - Introduce your children to your friends/colleagues. Exhibit how much you appreciate them & proud to be associated with them. Only then you could expect your kids to introduced their friends to you!

Tip no. 10 - Learn about your children's love languages. Each has a different, dominant type, tho' they might come from the same womb. Manage the diversity. Adapt the best parenting method for each of them. Get feedback - that's the only way to improve.

Tip no. 11 - Thank Allah everyday for selecting you, of all the parents in the world, to be THE parent to these beautiful children. Feel honoured by the privileges of being a parent. Enjoy your parenthood - despite the hardship, pain, worries and sleepless nights (not mentioning the big bucks). Cherish your role - show how much you love being a parent!

Tip no. 12 - Treasure your own parents, and let the children realize how much you love them. Visit their graves (if they are no longer alive) & tell the children amazing stories about their deceased grandparents. If they're still alive, allow the children to spend their holidays together. Allow grandparents to occupy a special place in the children's hearts & lives.

Tip no. 13 - Involve the children in making plans for the family - renovating the house, buying a new car, selecting gifts etc. Best time to teach them about family value & traditions. Let them suggest, however indicate who's the boss. Be fair, sporting and reasonable - this is when the children learn the rules of the game.

Tip no. 14 - Instill love for books & knowledge into your children's lives. Hang around in bookshops & never miss the annual book fair. Being digital natives, introduce them to e-books, digital readers & tablets. Read together as a family. You're enriching them with a legacy.

Tip no. 15 - Be fair in showing off your affection to each of your children. Deal with sibling rivalry - do not just ignore it. Make time to understand the dynamics, address the dissatisfaction, attend to each complaint. Put yourself in their shoes - they always see things differently!

Tip no. 16 - Learn to say NO to your children, esp. on matters of principles. Do not compromise your values to accommodate their demands. Provide guidance, framework & structure. They need those to lead a successful & meaningful future.

Tip no. 17 - Avoid calling your children `problematic' - esp when you can't handle them. Let's rephrase - they are children with `difficulties' - varying degrees, of course. Some quite trivial, some really massive! They need your help & assistance. Do not give up or abandon them now!

Tip no. 18 - Support each other in your parenting process. Display solidarity, restrain from open contradiction on parenting styles. Kids tend to be manipulative if they know you both have disagreement. Single parents, engage others (family, close friends) to support you. You shouldn't shoulder these duties alone!

Tip no. 19 - Instill sense of belonging among your children. Train the young ones to respect the elder siblings, vice versa. Keep them closely knitted.Treat them equally, avoid favoritism. Express unconditional love. Everyone matters & has a special, dedicated place in everybody's heart.

Tip no. 20 - Befriend your adolescent kids - if possible be their best friend . Avoid being their worst enemy. No doubt parenting adolescents can be most challenging, but they're also facing the most difficult phase of their lives. Friends are not judgmental, loyal and keep secrets well, while enemies despise & couldn't stand one another.Which one is you?

Tip no. 21 - Respond appropriately when others complained about your children's misbehavior/misconduct. Do not take it personally. Do not stage war or threaten to take legal action against the complainant before investigating thoroughly. It takes the whole world (not just a village) to raise a child these days.

Tip no. 22 - Make time to read the Quran together with your children, especially the adolescents. Ponder on the translation. Help each other to memorize some parts of the Quran. Each child should have his/her own Quran (+ translation) hardcopy, besides a mobile phone @ laptop!

Tip no. 23 - Raise your boys to be caring, thoughtful and responsible men. Never humiliate them in front of others, esp the siblings. Be a good listener and mind-reader. Listen to his silence. Read his body languages. Your teenage boy is sending out a message : SOS, help me survive this rapids of adolescence! Anybody listening out there?

Tip no. 24 - Engage in intellectual discussion with your spouse - on issues of environment, politics, socio-economics. Include the children in the discourse, get their opinions. Avoid gossiping about the neighbours/artists/politicians. Stop quarelling over petty matters. Enlighten your home with rays of wisdom and virtues.

Tip no. 25 - Play with your toddlers ( below five years) - that was what Saidina Ali ra proposed. Dads, carry them over your shoulders - give them the chance to see the world from where you stand. Rasulullah SAW did that to his grandsons. The child psychologists agreed that is the best way to carry your toddler!

Tip no. 26 - Pay attention to your adolescent girl. She really wanna know whether she inherits your beauty, Mum! She desperately needs to know whether you think she's pretty and presentable, Dad! Assure her that in your eyes - she is the most beautiful and charming. She needs that affirmation to face the world of fake beauty outside!

With all my love, Dr. Har

The Trouble with Rewards by Jan Hunt

2011-07-25T10:32:00.005+08:00

A recent article in a parents' magazine recommended using a "reward jar" for motivating children. The jar is filled with small toys or other rewards, to be given out when the child completes certain specified tasks, or changes his or her behavior at the parent's request.

I like the fact that parents who use rewards are motivated to find a less punitive method of helping their children to learn important things. I say "less punitive", though, rather than "non-punitive", because inherent in a reward system, whether voiced or not, is the possibility of failure – both failure to obtain the reward and failure to please the parent. Inevitably, the possibility of failure brings fear of failure.

Rewards, though on the surface so much more appealing than punishments, do have some built-in risks and problems. The biggest problem is the hidden message that if there were no reward, the child would not perform the task in question. It can even be said that the fear of not being rewarded is a punishment. As author and educator John Holt wrote, "When we make a child afraid, we stop learning dead in its tracks."

When rewards are offered, children may hear these messages:

The message that they may not recognize and appreciate on their own what is important to learn in life, that they should learn only what others reward them for. They may then begin to disregard or question their own personal preferences and enthusiasms.

The message that they can't trust their own decisions, that they should always seek an "expert" opinion before proceeding with a project, and that it is unwise to rely on their own perceptions and intuitions about the world around them. They may then begin to question their own choices and preferences.

The message that the specific task being rewarded must be to some extent difficult or unpleasant, otherwise why has someone taken the trouble to set up a reward system? After all, no one has ever had to offer a reward to get a child to eat ice cream!

In addition to these unintended messages, there can also be some harmful results:

If the parent takes an authoritarian role, and determines how a child's difficulties should be resolved, the child loses the golden opportunity to practice problem-solving, and the family misses potentially better solutions the child may have invented if given the chance to do so.

Extrinsic rewards take the child's attention away from intrinsic ones. The child may never understand the real reasons for doing something, and may never appreciate the inherent rewards that a task will provide. For example, a child who reads a book in order to receive a sticker from the librarian, may miss the point that reading is enjoyable all on its own. In this sense, the child is being given less than a true picture of the world.

Most importantly, the child's real needs may be missed and remain unmet, only to surface later. All of a child's behavior can be viewed as an outward manifestation of a legitimate inner need. Until that underlying need is dealt with fully, the only changes that can take place will be superficial. These underlying needs cannot be met through artificial, arbitrary rewards. If a child's reluctance to go to bed is really a message about loneliness or an impending illness, that need may never be recognized if it is coated over with rewards. If a child's important needs remain unmet, he may receive the unintended message that the parent doesn't care about his feelings and needs, but merely wants him to conform outwardly to the parent's needs.

My own preference, when helping a child to learn a new task, is to stay focused on intrinsic rewards. All external rewards – whether tokens, school grades, gifts, or deliberate, manipulative praise – are arbitrary; that is, they bear no direct relationship to the matter at hand. Interestingly, punishment has the very same built-in problem. For example, helping a child to learn the importance of keeping one's room orderly and clean, while staying focused on the actual issue, would mean helping the child to appreciate the inherent rewards: the ease of finding wanted items, the avoidance of health problems, especially if there are allergies, the avoidance of breakage and other accidents, and the fact that there is simply a good feeling in an orderly environment.

These kinds of explanations, if shared respectfully, will make more sense to the child than any external reward, and will also show trust in his own abilities and motivations. This approach also has the benefit of helping the parent to determine priorities. If a parent can't explain the reason for doing something, maybe it isn't worth the effort of helping the child to do it! In a "focused" discussion, it may be the parent who learns the most about priorities: "keeping a room spotless all the time" may be less important in the grand scheme of things than "having time to play in an unhurried way with a parent or sibling".

Using a focused approach with an emphasis on intrinsic rewards, the parent is also free to offer the child practical tips and actual help. The parent and child remain on the same side, so that both can contribute ideas to make certain projects easier. When external rewards or punishments are used, the parent is more likely to feel that the child must perform the task alone.

When my son was young, I was fortunate to find books, by John Holt and others, that clarified the importance of focusing on intrinsic values. I began to believe that children could appreciate the benefits of such things as an orderly room, and I helped my son to identify the inherent rewards that orderliness brings. He felt free to ask for my advice and help, and I felt free to help him whenever necessary. Over time, he learned that every effort toward cleaning a room – or any other meaningful activity – always brought along its own rewards. He learned that such rewards are automatic and immediate. He is now 18, and his housekeeping skills and habits are better than my own. I am still working on this part of my own life, in part because of the stressful feelings that became associated with cleaning when I was young.

A good rule of thumb in parenting (or in any other relationship) is that anything that keeps us on the same side as our child is more respectful and consequently will "work" better, than anything that sets up a hierarchy and puts a cold distance between us, such as parent-set standards and extrinsic rewards for "targeted behavior".

By staying on the same side, we express trust in our child's ability to appreciate intrinsic rewards, and to grow to be an adult who can think for himself, set his own standards and priorities, and identify whatever inherent rewards are available through his own efforts. And as my friend and colleague Mary Van Doren once noted, "raising children with an emphasis on intrinsic rewards is not a technique, a method or a trick to get them to do what the parent wants them to by subtler means, but a way of life, a way of living with children with real respect for their intelligence and for their being."

The critical question is: What is it that we want? If we simply want a clean room, it may come about at an earlier age if we use rewards and punishments – but there may be unintended results: fears and unfortunate associations instilled in the child, damage to the parent-child bond, and the hidden message that the child cannot be trusted to learn without external motivators. The use of external rewards is a type of control, manipulating our children to do our agenda. All methods which rely on controlling the child have a price, paid for by the child, the parent and the relationship. Damage to self-esteem and self-knowledge is the highest price.

If we want more than the clean room – if we want the child to learn to appreciate intrinsic rewards, to have faith in his own judgment, to believe in his own ability to determine what is truly worth doing, without seeking an authority figure – it may take years longer, but it will be well worth our extra effort and patience. Parents who have taken the longer route of trusting and helping the child to gain self-motivation through a sensible appraisal of inherent rewards and values, find that this is intrinsically gainful for them as well. It is far more rewarding to the parent to raise a child to be independent, self-confident, realistic, and self-motivating, than it is to see an orderly bedroom at age six! If we use trust, patience, and gentle explanations instead of rewards or punishments, children are then free to "own" their learning and personal growth. The less authoritarian we can be, while not relinquishing our role as our child's wise yet gentle guide, the more secure will be the learning that takes place.

This article originally appeared in Natural Life Magazine. Issue 65, January-February 1999.

family day at perhentian island...

2011-07-19T15:59:00.001+08:00

this was the very first vacation for 3 of us... it's has been long time since me and hubs bercuti2 malaysia... last 7 July 2011 me+hub+qalish spent our 3 day+2 nite at perhentian islands, terengganu....

after 10 hours all the way from shah alam 2 kuala besut with the rest of KABAZ family... alhamdulillah we arrived, after a windy and rocky ferry trip, luckily we're using ferry no speed boat since che baby turut serta for this trip.... so far qalish ok travel jauh... 1 day purple day...ade telematch n after that activity berendam wif my cutie pie... qalish with his swimming trunk and pinky armband....

2nd day, me n qalish spent a very lazy days doing no more than sleeping, eating... hubs going out for his snorkeling trip at redang... that nite was performance nite.... qalish won for best dress (kid category) with his poney red white stripe t shirt....

after 3 days my trip is coming to an end time... start thinking about the next one...... when where... wallahualam

happy oldies mama qalish

2011-07-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

7 July coming soon!!! huyeaah... still feel like daydream... 3 of us... me + hubby + baby...one happy family... such a perfect life.. i found all i've waited for, and i could not ask for more....alhamdulillah syukur.. mommy + wifey duties... lots to learn, lots to improve...

my mushy mushy baby qalish.. dah more than half year daa anak maa & baa neh... maa luv ya unconditionally... the most 'calm time' for maa is when maa spending time to feed you and when qalish hold my hand....

tiapkali meniti julai ku bersyukur masih dipanjangkan usia alhamdulilah..sehari ke sehari dirasakan begitu cpt berlalu...Qalish..my cutie pie....already 8.0 kg....all grown up...what i treasure the most... until now Qalish still fully breastfeed... the best food+healthier nutrient that mommy can give to their baby.... hopefully if rezeki lebey until Qalish 1 year +++.......anugerah allah tak ternilai alhamdulillah hari lahir kali ini bertiga ...buah hati pengarang jantung hati Qalish...bergelar seorg ibu satu anugerah..... qalish tak banyak kerenah..pejam celik2 kejap ja my lil cutie pie membesar bagai juara....

Hubby.... my best buddy, my sweetheart... the one that neva says no.... support me always... to be a good wifey, good mommy, good daughter... be a better person... bila bergelar seorg ibu nie... hari lahir sendiri tak lah excited mcm slalu... maa n baa qalish lebih excited dok pikir menu qalish... almaklumlah dah nak msuk sbln si qalish dah start mamam solid food...week days still bz as always... and weekend fully packed with baba+mama+qalish activities... so lots pict to shared....

and for this coming besday.. we will having vacation since baba ofice will be having family day at pulau perhentian yey!!!! double triple celebration alhamdulillah.....

lil' cutie pie

2011-05-21T15:56:00.011+08:00

QALISH !!! mommy precious one... alhamdulillah, nearly half year.. today me working on saturday again... inclusive today already 6 weeks... luckily my hubs always here wif me... thanks to mr hubs that always has to sacrify to wake up early, stay up late nite and babysit alone on weekend bcz of his beloved wifey...really appreciate it.. nothing gonna change my luv for you.... (-_*)

lunch time... out for qalish 5 mths injection at annur specialist, bangi... already 7.7 kg... this budak teshik skit pon tak nanges...doc kate cz his plumpy tight so tak saket la kot...

lately, feel like my milk production drop since i'm super bz with my work... always skip pumping session...but today alhamdulillah in 10 mins able to pump out 12oz...mommy out there if baby start to eat solid food the milk supply will be the same ker?

me soo excited next month gonna introduce him solid food...normally baby's first taste of solid food should be a single ingredient....the most important thing it must easy to digest and can supply all the nutrients a growing baby needs...homemade food or readymade??? will decide later...

owh my liltle cutie pie...

...hepi mommies day mama qalish!!!

2011-05-07T22:19:00.005+08:00

hepi mother day to me....can believe me proud mommie of this budak teshik....
this comin 15 may qalish will turn to 5 months... my qalish big boy now...
qalish now be able to recognize his own name...me notice that he will turns
his head when me or his baa call him...

he wants to be picked up and start crying when me left him alone... maa wat keja asek nak berdukung jer...hallo anak mama nie dah 8 kg okeh...

and he oso enjoy being put into a sitting position and seems so excited when baa n maa shows colourful flash card... gud boy neh... besar nanti rajin study just like your baba okey shayang!!!

lately i've been busy with my office work... working mummie.... sumtimes feel like give up everything n welcome home wifey life!!! i'm giving myself another year to working in this hectic soo call life.. after this.... Allah plan the best..me will follow the flow....moga dipermudahkan sumenya...

raising pious children...

2011-04-22T13:30:00.003+08:00

while surf blog a friend of mine 'mama diana lisa'... really want to share this article that she got from this http://improvingmymuslimself.blogspot.com/

...some point that wanna share and try to learn and will use in raising my baby into a pious Muslim insyaallah.

Maintaining an Islamic environment: Pray salah together as a family. Make the Quran a part of daily life by reading and learning the meaning of it together. Set aside 10 minutes a day to do Zikr with your family. Read Islamic books or watch Islamic videos (youtube has lots of them :)
Raising Teenagers: Treat teenagers of age 14-15 like adults and they will start behaving like adults. For example, when Allah (swt) commanded Ibrahim (AS) to sacrifice his Ismael (AS), Ibrahim (AS) went to his son and asked for his opinion. Ibrahim (AS) was obviously going to do the sacrifice, but he consulted his son and treated him like an adult. He knew his son was an obedient Muslim and would accept the command of Allah as well. This shows that we must treat our teenagers starting the age of 14-15 as adults instead of little kids.
WALK the TALK: Do you want your child gossiping, backbiting, neglecting prayers, constantly listening to music, smoking, etc? If not, then stop doing it yourself, and set a positive example for them! Show them how a Muslim is and Inshallah your children will follow in your footsteps.

Make sure to read this dua after your salah and Allah will help you in your efforts to raise a happy Islamic family. Inshallah

Dua for Pious Children/Family:

"Rabbana hablana min azwajina wa dhuriyyatina qurrata A'yunin waj'alna lil-muttaqina imama."

" Moga Afiy Akmal Qalish jadi anak soleh penyejuk dan penawar di hati Mama & Baba die...ameen"

happy 4 months qalish!!!

2011-04-13T08:15:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah my baby turn to 4mths another 2 days.. Happy 4mths budak teshik anak sholeh kecayangan mama!!

Day after day time past away, and me proud mama watching u grow up.. Tanpa kerenah yg membebankan..already 4 mths.. Feel that just last nite I've become a mother..rite after transfer out from OT, I hold you in my arm, that was my first time I saw u.. N from that moment we become 3.. 3 of us, one hepi family.

Lots of thing mama have to learn at that time.. How to breastfeed, wat position is the best to carry u how to change you diaper, to change your cloth.. .. U such cutest thing and smallest newborn that I ever had before.. and mama always treasure our special time spent together...

Really hope one day insyaallah anak mama shorang nie become sumbody that mama and baba proud of..ameen..

...worth it to try

2011-03-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah hingga ke saat ini baby qalish still fully bf..eventhough my routine kt eru nie agak pdt menyelit juga 4 pumping session 3times per working days.. Supply 20 to 22 oz per day... alhmdulillah till ke saat ini masih melimpah ruah rezeki qalish..

But nowaday bila govt haramkn polycarbonated botle, me jd worried.... solution to polycarbonate bottle.. MAM.. Since day 1 qalish stay wif babysitter i've consider to used avent as his feeding bottle.. . But after survey a few brand of feeding bottle I chosse MAM brand..

Mommy out there mesti not really familiar wif this brand.... Other prefer 2 use avent or tomme tippe... but MAM worth it to try since it easy to handle n the most important easy 2 clean dr atas smpi ke montot die sume bleh tgl.. Of coz bpa free + anti colic is in package.. It price range betweEn avent n tt and it also UK brand..

Asek pk bout feeding botle jer.. Me forgot bout breast milk storage.. BM storage lg la everytime have to heat n freeze... me also hve to let go all my mom liltle one storage bottle since I'm not sure it bpa free or not..

Today me manage to buy mam storage solution for my precious breast milk.. It can be sterilised and stored in freezer as often as necessary.. And afterward when no longer bf, the cups can be used as baby food storage.. Really worth it.. Should try!!! for more info http://www.mambaby.com/

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1st month.....

2011-03-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

.... a new baby is like the beginning of all things - wonder, hope, a dream of possibilities...

1 day, 16 Dec 2010

2 days, 17 Dec 2010

3 days, 18 Dec 2010

4 days, 19 dec 2010

1st time travel from kl to penang...

1 week after....

2 weeks after....

3 weeks.....

1 month....

1 month after 15 dec 2010...

Ten little fingers, Ten tiny toes,
The sweetest of smiles
And a cute little nose.
All these add up
To a very special
thing -- A BABY
The greatest of gifts
That life can bring

...welcome to the world baby qalish

2011-03-09T19:18:00.002+08:00

it's been a year....to be exact... i rarely update dis blog due to many reason.... my new life....pregnancy, hectic working life

and one of them as you'll know last 3 month me & hubby has been bless alhamdulillah wif born of our son on Wednesday 12.20 am 8 muharam 1432 h (15 DEC 2010) ....

my intention start from day 1st of my confinement.... to start to be a writer back... in my blog in our small crib... really hope one day my baby qalish will read his mama writing... proud mama of him....

so for 1st post of 2011.... i start wif the birth story....

actually on 10 dec (37 weeks ++) early morning went to ukmsc for weekly check up.... me,hubby... tok milah n dilah just arrived from penang wif 'luv' last nite (9 dec).... 4 of us soo excited nak spent time makan2 kat luar for the last time b4 'our baby' kuar...

normal for every check up to check bp (blood pressure).... for the first time my bp is high from the normal..not good... after 15 min repeat bp checkup, lg naek... gynae suggest i spent weekend at hospital to monitor my bp... and my bp up and down until saturday nite.. that nite i been transfer to HDU (icu for o&g patient).. my bp too high... if tak trn juga have to caesar.... alhamdulillah early morning 12 dec i'been transfer back to wad songket... prof zura my gynae suggest we try for normal deliver first...

on 13 dec..1st induce... still no sign... contraction rase skit2 14 dec morning 2nd induce, afternoon 3rd induce.. org2 tua ckp kalu bukan masanya mmg baby takkan kuar... but atas sbb2 yg keselamatan have too induce even kandungan only week 37+++... only after 3rd induce... contraction makin trasa..

me dgn bersusahpayah mengagahkan diri berjalan2 mg dipermudahkan... after solat asar me gagahkan diri solat hajat..baru 1st rakaat trasa basah telekung... berlari ke toilet ingtkan terkencing... rupanya air ketuban dah pecah... sebundle lendir bercampur darah turun.... prof zura check baru 2cm.... so decide after maghrib baru tranfer ke labor room...

smpilabor room check 4 cm..so induce air plak....around 9 sumting, fetal heart beat baby makin menurun.. they expect sumting wrong sumwhere.. suppose when the contraction high fetal heart beat pon high (i guess soo) so try mskkn oksigen kot hidung pon tak ok... around 11.30 cmtue prof zura decide instead of normal deliver (kene tgu lamalg still 4 cm dr td+ menbahayakan baby sbb fetal heart beat makin menurun we go for last choice and only one choice yg tgl...

around 11.45++ me at ot(operation theatre) 50 % epidural at my backbone... so still sedar... rasa dihiris2 tapi tak pedih... my hubs temankan so he see everything from start until baby dikeluarkan... me just can imagine wif help of anaes prof mohd... byk kali juga sesak nafas bila dada nie ditekan2 utk nak kuarkan baby... after baby was sucessfullly.... dikeluarkan... me tgk paed bersusah payah... Tuhan saja yg tau... me ask prof mohd why my baby tak nangis pon n why my baby look purple@blue..

...my baby tak nangis pon... after a few second baru baby nangis... alhamdulillah after everything... it worth to cry... my baby collour purple + heart beat die trn masa contraction cz die lemas terbelit tali pusat... mase i sakit contration yesterday (13 dec) prof zura ada ckp"ALLAH KNOWS everything... He already decide from the very start after we try everything... baby nak kuar normalker tak.... HE decide not us... yg penting terbaik 4 both of me n baby...

so 12.20 (15 dec) baby maa n baa selamat dilahirkan at UKMSC (UKM Specialist Centre)... AFIY AKMAL QALISH BIN ANAS AKMAL.... OUR PRECIOUS ONE.... SYUKUR, alhamdulillah..... welcome to world ""giding giding"" mama... jadilah perwira hati maa n baba,penyejuk di mata penawar di hati... anak soleh maa n baa sorg nie....

...the chosen one by MZ

2010-10-14T09:10:00.002+08:00

In a time of darkness and greed, It is your light that we need, You came to teach us how to live, Muhammad Ya Rasool Allah....

You were so caring and kind, Your soul was full of light, You are the best of mankind... Muhammad Khaira Khalqillah, Sallu ‘ala Rasulillah, Habib Al Mustafa, Peace be upon The Messenger, The Chosen One....

From luxury you turned away, And all night you would pray, Truthful in every word you say, Muhammad Ya Rasul Allah...

Your face was brighter than the sun, Your beauty equaled by none, You are Allah’s Chosen One, Muhammad Khaira Khalqillah, Sallu ‘ala Rasulillah, Habib Al Mustafa, Peace be upon The Messenger, The Chosen One...

I will try to follow your way, And do my best to live my life, As you taught me, I pray to be close to you, On that day and see you smile, When you see me, Sallu ‘ala Rasulillah, Habibil Mustafa... Peace be upon The Messenger, The Chosen One....

Sallu ‘ala Rasulillah, Habibi Mustafa... Peace be upon The Messenger... The Chosen One...

1st ramadhan wif che hubby & our precious one 'inside me'

2010-08-11T11:40:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah..syukurku kerna buat sekalian kalinya diberi nafas untuk merasakan sambutan ramadhan dan berterawih bersama che hubby n our precious one 'inside me'.... alhamdulillah syukur diberi kesihatan and our precious one dah masuk 21 weeks.....

dikesempatan ini, ku ingin memohon maaf buat teman-teman yang mengenali diri ini... insyaAllah diberi kesempatan kali kedua kali ini bersama che hubby untuk menyambut awal ramadhan di bumi penuh barakah Mekah dan Madinah. Akan bertolak pada 12 August 2010, 2 Ramadhan 1431H dari KLIA jam 15:00 menuju JEDDAH menaiki Saudi Airlines SV3839 dan hanya akan berangkat pulang pada 23 August 2010, 13 Ramadhan 1431H. Moga diberi kesihatan, dipermudahkan segala urusan juga keselamtan di dalam perjalanan...... ameeen

Laabaikallah hummalabaik..... Allah Allah Allah

...i'm not growing older

2010-07-07T16:56:00.004+08:00

..it's already 26...i'm not growing older... but i'm growing better (+_+)... alhamdulillah, it's already 16 weeks...

birthday wishlist??? what can i wish more...alhamdulillah my life gonna complete soon.. as today 7 July 2010, I am celebrating the anniversary of my birth.... dearest frens thank's for the wishes....

my beloved hubby, you already gave me your heart, and I hope you’re happier and more in love with me than you were last year.... ya... this year i'm celebrating with new title...hari lahir pertama bergelar isteri.....and a year that's filled with all the things that mean the most to me....hope all that i do will turns out happy for me, so each hour will bring every wonderful thing that i could ask of a wonderful day....alhamdulillah syukur.....

..it's been 5 months

2010-05-10T13:45:00.003+08:00

It's been 5 months since we entered 2010, and this marks 4 months i've been in the marriage life. time goes by so fast, people go in and out of my life.... so many thing happen in our new life... and alhamdulillah syukur, everything running smoothly and can't wait another 'miracle' for this coming end of the year, insyaAllah.... to all dearest visitor and frens million thanks cz still sudi menziarah....

miss them much.... haziqa, hadeef,iskandar & wafiey

lately i've been busy with my work and my family ~my priority... thanks to my beloved hubby that always there to support me day and nite always lends his hand to help me...without him i feel empty .... maaf di atas kerenah yg selalu membebankan abang... lately kesihatan yang tak begitu mengizinkan... as half 'already know'my condition.... moga dipermudahkan segala urusan...

me & aliya akmal

my beloved family that i 'heart' da most... miss them muchos... since our big day last february, tak sempat lagi nak balik penang..counting day 'wesak day this coming end of the month nak balik Penang....kepingin mau nyum nyum char keow teow....

a story bout us....

2010-04-09T09:16:00.000+08:00

This posting is very personal to me. ..~ our story ~...we have been in love for seven years since studying at the same university and engaged around 8 months (6 June 2009) finally we tied to each other forever with 1 akad on 12 Feb 2010.

As I consider to where I am now, a million thanks to Allah for sending me very profound person to guide and support me as my soulmate, my husband.. the person I consider my first & insyaAllah one and only love for the rest of my life…..

I met him during my uni year on 2003 ...me as ‘freshies’ still in foundation studies … we involved with a lot of UPG programme…. he was my senior (final year) and one of the hi comm of UPG...starting from email followed (saban hari beremail panjang) with phone call just want to know about each other….actually he is 'not my type' but that time his reputation is also not bad (‘tak salah jika si dia nak berkawan kan’ my mum quote huhu)…. But you know God, He is ever so merciful to us… we fallen in love… He was the man who i have been blessed to having him as my husband..be honest, I accepted his proposal because I longed for a man to love me.

And only... after I got married I found the ‘true love’, I know how good it feels to love someone and be loved in return.. The honor that God gives to women is to be a wife soon to be a mother….

I wake up in the morning with ‘stranger’ on my side, hold me in his arms.... Then we'll make our subuh prayers together… He'll finish by giving me a kiss and another one of his smiles… after that gets ready to work and he'll kiss me before he goes off to work. We'll watch tv together while he continues to do his work on his lappy. We'll make isya’ prayer together and then we'll prepare to go to bed… just before he sleeps, I'll told him how much I love him….Everyday, this man goes to work and comes back home to spend time with me. This is as close to heaven that I can ever feel.

All praises to Allah for sending someone who has made my life on this earth a meaningful one. May Allah bless his soul and reward him far better in this world and the hereafter. ‘Baby’ you`re my husband and my friend and my strength and I pray we`re together in Jannah… InsyaAllah

resepsi ~salmy & anas~

2010-03-12T09:21:00.004+08:00

...for the rest of my life

2010-02-24T11:08:00.023+08:00

....I praise Allah for sending me you my love you found your home and sail with me and I`m here with you

...now let me let you know, you`ve opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong but everything was changed when you came along and there is a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life ....I`ll be with youI`ll stay by your side honest and true.....

Till the end of my time I`ll be loving you...loving you

....for the rest of my life , Thru days and night I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I... I`ll be there for you I know it deep in my heart i feel so blessed when I think of you And I ask Allah to bless all we do

You`re my wife and my friend and my strength and I pray we`re together in Jannah...now I find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

...and theres a couple word I want to say I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here

Infront of me I strongly feel love And I have no doubt And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally I know that deep in my heart..

cik bride & encik groom 2 be...

2010-02-05T21:55:00.003+08:00

counting day.... another 1 week to go...maybe this will be the last posting (after this me & him la....will share this blog) before i'm going back to my hometown and busy for last preparation for my 'big day'....

i have been blessed to having him as my husband 2 be... right beside me is where he belong....can't wait to start new life with him...a moment like this some people wait a lifetime, a moment like this some people search forever...

i found all i've waited for, and i could not ask for more... alhamdulillah syukur...

really hope everything will be ok as we planned before.... pray for us ya'.....

~walimah ^ Solemnization

2010-01-20T22:53:00.015+08:00

Salam wbt....You are cordially invited to celebrate the wedding of
Salmy Wateen Binti Abdul Latif & Anas Akmal Bin Arshad

Resepsi ~ Salmy ^ Anas
Date:
Saturday, February 13, 2010 ^ 28 Safar 1431H

Time:
12:00pm - 5:30pm

Location:
921 Pdg Menora, 13310 Tasek Gelugor, Seberang Perai Utara, Penang

Resepsi ~ Anas^ Salmy

Date:
Saturday, February 20, 2010 ^ 6 Rabiulawal 1431H

Time:
12:00pm - 5:30pm

Location:
No 1 Jalan Desa Pauh, Taman Desa Pauh, 13500 Permatang Pauh, Penang

As we celebrate new beginnings, new dreams, and most importantly, new love. May Allah bless us...ameeen

... a year to remember

2010-01-08T08:55:00.005+08:00

...2009 a lot of things had happened...so how will I remember 2009? definitely a year I did everything I didn't even dream about....

january...

year begin.... masih mula menyesuaikan diri nak belajar tinggal sendiri drive pegi kerja sendiri...masa nie juga baru dapat pakai kete sendiri...sebelum nie kerja di Penang tinggal ngn family... end of Nov 2008 join Aeon Co. Bhd di Maluri....mase nie menumpang tinggal di umah Auntie Asma & Mami Ton di Jalan Cochcrane..

februari...

berpindah ke Pandan Indah....

march...

....tiada yang menarik....aktiviti biasa...masa kebanyakannya di habiskan di tempat kerja

april...

...busy with kursus umrah & preparation ke sana....

may....

alhamdulliah diberi kesempatan untuk menjejakkan kaki di 2 Tanah Suci.... allahu Akbar... nikmat ketenangan yang takkan kutemui dimanapun lagi....believe everything happens for a reason

june....

I engaged to a man I consider my first love....cinta kami akhirnya disatukan dengan ikatan pertunangan... 06.06.09....

july...

my favourite month of the year and every year... 07.07.09..... my birthday....

august...

then again, august my favourite month of the year and every year... 21.08.09...his birthday...my fiancee....

september...

ramadhan kali ini bersendirian di KL...weekend baru bekesempatan berbuka bersama his family...

this year... keterpaksaan bekerja till ke malam raya... had another raya celebration in my hometown Penang.... tapi pagi raya baru sampai....

october...

...nothing much...bekerja di Jusco nie minggu ke minggu bz dengan kerja jer...

november...

end of the month... decide to resign dr Aeon....alhamdulillah got better offer from KLIUC... lebih selesa dapat kembali bekerja dalam education line (previously masa fresh grad keje Medical college kat Penang)

december....

...end of the year....reject offer dr KLIUC.... finally decide to join MMU, Cyberjaya.... alhamdulillah...rezeki 'org nak kawen'....

dekat dengan teman2 sekampus dulu... berpindah tgl di dalam kampus....

.................ending 2009

.....it has been a rollercoaster year for me, another year has gone...so much has happened..

.... and i'm not asking so much next year...

hanya mendoakan agar dipermudahkan segala urusan... juga besar harapan dapatku menjadi srikandi penyejuk di matanya juga penawar di hati...

Happy New Year 2010... new life..new status...

...the moments

2009-12-28T13:26:00.005+08:00

...you ever wonder how long it takes to change your life... what measure of time is enough to be life-altering... is it four years, like uni year... in relationship bout 6 years...

.. can your life change in a month, a week, or a single day? we're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead..but when you're young, one hour can change everything...

...end of the year 2009 letey amat berulang alik cyber-penang.... almaklumlah preparation majlis yang dah tak berapa lama..1 & half month jer lagi... lately ghamai yg mencetuskan persoalan 'sudahkah aku bersedia'.... kesibukan di tempat kerja baru sebenarnya meng'limit'kan aku utk memikirnya....target huhu...ready or not masanya akan tiba....

di tempat kerja baru.... waktu bekerja agak awal dan pulang agak lambat disebabkan skrg exam week..... oleh kerana jarak staff aparment ke chancellery building nie hanya 5 minit...dah nama tinggal dalam kampus.... jika berkesempatan di petang hari setelah tamat waktu bekerja sempat lah menjalankan aktiviti bersukan... ye lah target nak menurunkan berat badan belum kesampaian...

lain-lain preparation byk yang belum setle.... juz want to make it simple.... but sumtimes 'satisfaction' tue penting and nak satisfy kan hati byk pihak itu yg tak boleh dipandang simple.... 'moments' to takkan datang byk kali dalam hidup kita.... bila datang sekali ini biarlah ianya sempurna.... jika tidak dimata org biarlah ianya sempurna di mata kita....

...do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives or if the moments in our lives make us?

....if you could go back and change just one thing about your life, would you...and if you did, would that change make your life better? or would that change ultimately break your heart? or break the heart of another? would you choose an entirely different path? or would you change just one thing? just one moment? one moment that you always wanted back?

MMU dulu & kini

2009-12-19T20:34:00.009+08:00

year 2009..... year 2003

...setahun yang berlalu.... dunia 'blogger' kutinggalkan.. terkadang mencuri ruang.... mungkin di tempat baru ruang sedikit terluang untuk ku berkongsi coretan di sini....

alhamdulillah syukur....sudah masuk minggu ke 3 selamat berpindah ke tempat kerja baru....

tekanan demi tekanan.....akhirnya 2 bulan sebelum melangkah ke alam baru dapat juga aku bertukar kerja..... target sebelum bergelar isteri nak dapatkan kerja baru yang lebih menjamin masa depan juga keselesaan bila dah ber'family' nanti.... jasa baek buat teman2 yang membantu takkan kulupakan.....

MMU dulu kini dan selamanya.... bezanya dulu aku bergelar pelajar di sini... skrg menumpang mencari rezeki di sini... cuma bezanya dulu di Melaka skrg di Cyberjaya..... di tempat baru, nak belajar nak menyesuaikan diri..... di mana2 pun dah nama bekerja mesti ada tekanan... cuma agak berbeza dan penerimaan itu bergantung kepada diri kita.... pengalaman lama mematangkan kita sebnarnya dan aku bersyukur dimanapun aku bekerja berbeza bidang dan pengalaman yang kukutip pasti menjadi bekalan menghadapi masa yang mendatang....

....alhamdulillah syukur.... di tempat baru minggu demi minggu berlalu tanpa aku menyedari tahun 2009 sudah semakin ke penghujungnya.... dan 2010 bakal menjelma dengan harapan membawa 1001 warna baru dalam hidupku.... sudahkah aku bersedia????

...hold my hand

2009-10-19T15:26:00.002+08:00

...begitu banyak cerita... ada suka ada duka...

cinta mengindahkan semua....cinta senyum gelak ketawa..

ku ingin kau tahu... aku bahagia selalu bilamana ada dirimu...

mengapa harus begini... mengapa harus terjadi...mengapa yang di dalam selalu merintih....

hati cuba kau dengar, .mengapa kau buat ku slalu gelisah...

buat yang tersayang, maaf di atas kerenah yang membebankan... terima kasih kerna kau slalu ada.... ada untukku....

".... sumtimes we've fight for nothing, crying for nothing.... love cannot be perfect...just how good it's gonna be

...we can fuss and we can fight...as long as everythings all right between us...

things will get better if you just hold my hand, nothing can come between us if you just hold me,

tired of being lonely, take my hand don't let go and let me be your one and only...."

luv u soo much.... dear

my life is about to complete soon…

2009-10-01T15:19:00.005+08:00

Counting days….4-5 months to go…

Actually sampai ke hari nier masih tak percaya sudah hampir 5 bulan bergelar tunangan org… sedar2 tak sedar sudahpun ‘in relationship’ 7 tahun dan kini sedang meniti hari2 bahagia… moga berpanjangan.. ameeen…. itulah yang dinamakan kalu jodoh pasti tak ke mana…

wedding preparation memang tak payah nak pening cz my family will prepared everything… kalaupun nak plan just psl wedding dress and make-up… untungnya bergelar adik bongsu (walupun sebenarnya masih ader sorg adik lelaki)… especially my big brother a.k.a my banker…. My mum and my only one beloved sist mcm biase la tukang plan+tukang shopping…

lain2 preparation sooner or later I’ve to prepared juga (mentally & physically)…. Tambah ilmu apa yang patut… physically kene make sure healthy & keep fit… almaklumlah bile senang hati selera tambah pon makin menjadi…. Since balik dr umrah last may 09 mmg makin menjadi….. so 4 to 5 months preparation nye :

1. at least lose weight around 3 to 5kg.

2.body treatment (sauna bath+lulur)

3.facial treatment

4.manicure & pedicure, hand treatment

others wedding planning and preparation tips juz nak share with my bestest fren 4 eva ms ruby cum my wedding planner.…(sambil2 tue bleh la plan utk ur wedding skali) thanks for the supports… I love you so muchy2…. (*_-)

the first step in wedding planning is deciding how much money you are going to spend and make a budget.

When planning your wedding budget allow 25% more for extras that you haven't planned for. (this part kire setle la kot…)

order the invitations four months in advance. Invitations should be mailed four to six weeks in advance. Take the invitations to the post office to be weighted for sufficient postage. (this part lum setle sbb tgu guest list from my 2nd bro…invitation card die sponsor)

Start prepare ur wedding dress six months in advance. You will need several fittings before it is perfect. (this part pening juga nak decide whether nak stick dgn early plan ker tuko ikut my big bro punye kaler pilihan… mengenangkan wedding dress ‘self sponsor’ tendency lebey nak stick pd plan asal… have to decide before end of this month)

Do your makeup before putting on your wedding dress. (nie my future sist in law dah setlekan… so no need to worry)

Plan your honeymoon six months in advance. Make all arrangements and reservations well in advance. (this part si dia dah plan… tapi mengenangkan ongkosnya so maybe postponed dl…yg wajib kene utamakan )

Remember that it is his wedding, too. Some men do not want much to do with the planning but it is not always too. Take his advice too. (resepsi on my side my dear no need to worry la… but for wedding dress & make-up have to take his advice too… sbb die yang nak tgk kite kan.. wink wink)

If you and your fiancée have a disagreement, work it out without involving either set of parents. (totally agree)

View his or her photographs to see if you like their style of photography. If you do, book as early as possible. (nie tak decide lagi la…)

Don't hesitate to ask family and friends to help with preparations. Choose the appropriate task for the person you are asking. (my family will lend their hand to help me, tak payah nak mintak2…my fren also… hehe)

...sebuah pertemuan

2009-09-10T15:10:00.004+08:00

sebenarnya hati ini.... sepi benar... cahaya hati yang makin pudar... bukan menyesal apatah lagi menyalahkan... sekadar terfikir masihkah ada jalan juga ruang untuk meneruskan dan memperbaiki kehidupan....

aku bersyukur di atas segala ketentuan.. seandainya dia yang terbaik buat diriku dekatkanlah hati-hati kami... kehadirannya dulu pernah menyentuh kalbu menyalakan obor pengharapan...

dulu kau pernah...di ketika ku kealpaan kau bisikkan bicara keinsafan... kau beri kekuatan, tika aku diuji dengan dugaan... saat ku kehilangan keyakinan, kau nyalakan harapan.. saat ku meragukan keampunan Tuhan... kau katakan rahmat-Nya mengatasi segala....

menitis airmataku kepada sebuah pertemuan.... kehadiranmu pernah mendamaikan.. cahaya hati yang makin kesamaran... gilapkanlah agar ia menjadi cahaya kebahagiaan... moga cahaya hati ini takkan pudar diuji dugaan... Moga kan kesampaian kepada Tuhan... "kurniakan daku perwira hati yang soleh.... moga ku bisa menjadi penyejuk dimatanya penawar dihatinya....

mengapa nantikan senja baru terdetik untuk pulang kepengkalan... malam kian menghampiri... ku pasrah dengan segala yang telah ditentukan...

berikan secebis keinsafan, bekalan sepanjang perjalanan untuk mencari ketenangan.... biar Kau menjadi saksi tulus tangisku kala dini hari... kesempatan yang hanya sebentar... moga keikhlasanku terlakar...

harapanku moga dikurniakan manisnya iman berpanjangan...... moga lautan hilang gelora untuk ku terus berlayar.....

..big girl dont cry

2009-09-08T07:34:00.004+08:00

...aku masih di sini... masih terkial-kial cuba untuk berdiri di kaki sendiri..

waktu 'senggang' ini digunakan sepenuhnya untuk belajar mengerti kehidupan dan memuhasabah diri...

cinta terlalu 'bererti' buat yang merasai..

dan 'ia' bukan sekadar simpati...

bukan juga peneman sepi... 'ia' cahaya hati...

kelam dari cahaya jauhlah 'ia' dari hati... apapun jua yang terjadi duhai hati berjalan tanpa henti.. suatu masa nanti pasti temui cahaya yang dicari... tabahkanlah hati jangan sekali lupakan Ilahi..

Ya Allah, kurniakan daku perwira hati penyejuk di mata, penawar di hati... ameen

happy birthday my fiancee....

2009-08-21T16:14:00.003+08:00

My beloved fiancee, Anas Akmal bin Arshad (on 27th birthday)

If there's something that you're dreaming of then may it all come true, because you deserve it all...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

Your Birthday is a special day, one that's just for you, a time for doing everything, you have always wanted to do...

You've been there to laugh with me, to cry with me, to be proud of me,and to be happy for allthe good things in my life...

You're the most important part of my life...and you always will be.

Happy Birthday Sweetheart

I love you so much!!!

..the show

2009-08-19T12:11:00.016+08:00

dah byk kali nak update blog tapi mcm biasa la singgah tapi 'blank' tak tau nak update... terlalu byk yg ingin dikongsi juga terlalu byk yg ingin diluahkan...

alhamdulillah hari-hari makin terisi walupun dibyk ketikanya aku merasa sunyi... jauh dr family juga kawan... cume 2,3 weekend yg lepas sempat terisi dengan kehadiran teman2 tersayang... 3 week ago spent time wif leyna n aizuddin... actually nie first time trio (kami ber3 spent time together) lepak kat mkn2 kat putrajaya n layan movie 'the proposal' kat alamanda... actually plan nak ke nilai malam tue tapi tak kesampaian... mlm tue kami ker konsert nasyeed di stadium melawati, syah alam... kali nier hamdan 'the abah'... join skali...mlm tue stay kat bilik leyna kat cj.... nway thank to my beloved fren cz sudi spent time together... tapi lupe plak nak snap2

last 2 week berkesempatan utk ke cj lagi.. kali nie ader convo hamdan... so bcz of my beloved fren che bee turun... i pon smpt la berkampung skali... kali nie sempat snap2... nway thank to bee for the pict....

me n miss bee....

mcm bergambo ngn artis plak... actually nie kenji

with litle hamdan (adek hamdan) n umi hamdan wif the man (hamdan)... wif aisyah my junior, bee n datin azurina...

nie sorg lagi convo this year, mr aizam (exrumet my fiance)

wif amal the boom

7 years 3 days after 14 July 2003

2009-07-17T10:54:00.004+08:00

....life is too short to wake up with regrets... so, love the people who treat you right...forget about the one’s who don’t.

...believe everything happens for a reason, if you get a second chance, grab it with both hands... if it changes your life, let it.

nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.....

7 years is juz a number... but it's meant 'sumthing' to me... remind me of how precious that day was, when we met each other....

...remember all the qualities about each other that i found so endearing...they are still there, and new ones create sweet surprises...remember thinking that this love would last forever....

..may future bring more of the same, and love remain strong and true.

another 7 months to create precious memories together....

another 7 months to discover new things to enjoy about each other....

another 7 months to build a life rich in love and laughter....

May Allah blessing be with us, always...

25 years... you are not alone

2009-07-07T17:00:00.004+08:00

...something whispers in my ear and says....that i am not alone for me....'you're here with me.....though i'm far away you're here to stay....
actually... besday kali nie mmg rase 'lonely'... eventhough si dia+teman+family ber'utus' ucapan selamat... that day smpi jer ofis headache... lunch sensorg+my tummy shakit2... after lunch trus amek 'mc'.. since keje kat Aeon nie, 1st time 'mc' tue pon mase my beday 070709... mase lunch tue, windu sgt kat 'my bester fren 4eva'... really miss our special time together, mase student2 dulu2... but we should reward ourselves kan??? so namo 'lonely2'... sepatutnya aku bersyukur dengan apa yang ada malahan tiada yang kurang di dalam hidupku... selayaknya tiada kata yang lebih mulia dari alhamdulillah syukur di atas segala kurniaan-Nya....

...tahun demi tahun angka bertambah... bertambahnya usia bermakna byk yang perlu bertambah...doaku seperti selalu2... moga dimurahkan umur di dalam kebajikan selalu... buat si dia yang setia menanti tepat jam 00:00 (7 Julai) saban tahun... jutaan trima kasih di atas ingatan yang tidak pernah pudar harapannya kasih sayang yang tak pernah kunjung padam seperti selalunya juga ...

kali ini insyaAllah hari lahir yang terakhir disambut as 'a bachelor' ....juga kali pertama dan terakhir insyaAllah disambut sebagai title 'tunangan orang'... dalam erti kata lain, tahun depan bakal memegang gelaran baru lah... sedar tak sedar waktu berlalu begitu cepat... pejam celik 7 bulan bakal berlalu begitu aja... doaku, moga apa jua jalan yang menanti di hadapan insyaAllah, seperti yang dirancangkan... ameen....

...one day before 07 July 2009

2009-07-06T12:02:00.005+08:00

..cupcake kiss+love wondermilk...

as usual every year, mesti ader wish list for my birthday... alhamdulillah syukur, this year bahagia demi bahagia tercipta...begitu banyak perkara yang mengembirakan tahun ini... moga hati ini sentiasa dekat dengan Sang Pencipta... ameen...

Wish list this year:

1.Peluang pekerjaan yang lebih baek... peningkatan kerjaya... masih mencari yang bersesuaian

2.Kebahagian yang berpanjangan....insyaAllah this year tahun terakhir celebrate besday as a 'bachelor'... moga dikurniakan perwira hati penyejuk di mata penawar di hati ini...

3. Dimurahkan rezeki untuk menunai umrah skali lagi.. kali ini biarlah bersama 'si dia'... dunia yang serba indah mendamaikan hanya ada di sana...

... litle princess

2009-06-22T18:56:00.003+08:00

my flower girl.. beloved niece... shautul wafeey arizal

...can i walk wif you...

2009-06-11T08:52:00.010+08:00

Engaged means.."The true measure of compability is not the years that were spent together........but how good u are for each other... " ...

after 6 years in a relationship...6 Jun 2009 (12 Jamadilakhir 30) officially saya kini dimiliki...

dedicated to my fiance...

...i woke up this morning you were.... the first thing on my mind,
i don't know were it came from all i know is i need you in my life,
you make me feel like i can be a better woman...

you've got me wondering if you know that i am wondering about you..

this feeling is so strong that....if you just say you wanna take this friendship to another place...

can i walk with you through your life, can i be your friend 'till the end
can i walk with you through your life....

i can't imagine you're not feeling it too....
you've known me long enough to trust that i want what's best for you...
if you want to be happy then i am the one that you should give your heart to...

being in love it really ain't like the movies screen... but I can tell you all the drama aside you and i can find what the worlds been looking for forever...
friendship and love together...

can i walk with you in your life? till the day that the world stops spinning...
can i walk with you in your life? till the day that my heart stops beating...
can i walk with you in your life?
this is the moment i've been waiting for...can I walk with you...
can I walk with you...you are everything i've been looking for...

.... to be continued... (pict2 laen sila request dr tukang amek gambo...huhu)

...travelog umrah (1 May - 14 May 2009)

2009-05-22T08:45:00.005+08:00

....betapa berat hati nak melangkah pulang nak meninggalkan dunia yang serba indah di sini... lagu 'pemergianmu' (didekasikan buat junjungan kita) melatari perjalanan pulang kami.. sedar tak sedar 2 minggu berlalu begitu cepat... terasa baru sahaja melangkahkan kaki ke bumi penuh barakah ini...

sekadar berkongsi gambar-gambar kenangan ketika di sana juga ketika singgah di doha....

... dihadapan fayrooz asshatta hotel di madinah wif bonda tercinta

...di puncak jabal rahmah... moga dipertemukan perwira hati penyejuk dimata, penawar di hati... ameeen

..berlatarkan jabal uhud...

.............................continued

sebelum bertolak ke airport untuk pulang, sempat singgah di persisiran bahar, jeddah

di lobi hotel royal sultan wif adek wahida n ain

..singgah di ladang unta dlm perjalanan ke hudaibiyyah

berlatar belakangkan jabal rahmah.....

... di kaki jabal tsur...

perkarangan masjidil harram, makkah

..diperkarangan masjid nabawi, madinah sblm berangkat ke makkah...

... di depan masjid quba

... di bwh kubah di belakang kami tersemadinya Junjungan kita...

dalam mencari bahagia... ketenangan yang kita cari pasti ditemui di kota ini... kota penyucian jiwa.... pasti aku akan kembali, kembali ke sini....

..you i'll be in my heart

2009-05-21T10:20:00.000+08:00

dedicated to all my very best fren... u know who u're deep inside my heart....

come stop your crying, it will be all right, just take my hand, hold it tight i will protect you from all around you... i will be here dont you cry... for one so small,you seem so strong... my arms will hold you keep you safe and warm, this bond between us cant be broken, i will be here dont you cry and youll be in my heart from this day on, now and forever more... you ll be in my heart no matter what they say, you ll be here in my heart...always

why cant they understand the way we feel, they just dont trust what they cant explain, i know were different but deep inside us, were not that different at all, and youll be in my heart

dont listen to them, cause what do they know, we need each other, to have and to hold they ll see in time, i know when destiny calls you, you must be strong, i may not be with you, but you gotta hold on

just look over your shoulder, i ll be there always

...new life

2009-01-24T17:03:00.007+08:00

...masa tak mengizinkan untuk selalu berkunjung seperti satu waktu dulu... apa pun jua...sedar tak sedar... sudah masuk bulan ketiga berhijrah ke tempat baru...alhamdulillah sumenya seperti yang dirancangkan...

jarak dan masa mungkin agak cepat berlalu... terkadang terasa seperti masih dibuai mimpi, angka pada usia semakin menginjak naik... dan sume yang dirancangkan masih di dalam perancangan..

sesungguhnya kita manusia hanya mampu merancang dan sebaik-baik perancangan adalah milik-Nya... tahun baru 2009 masih banyak yang ingin kugapai... moga cahaya baru tahun 2009 ini membawa cahaya baru yang terus menyinari hingga ke Disember nanti...dan sinar bahagia yang bakal menyusul, moga ianya dipermudahkan... ameen

sekadar singgah untuk melepas lelah... moga ke temu lagi bila.... nanti....

...one year..farewell

2008-11-04T14:27:00.002+08:00

i’ve never been very good at saying good-bye... of course,
not too many people are very good at it.... after all, ONE YEAR....
good-bye is a word more often tinged with melancholy than anticipation, ....but saying good-bye, for me, has always been particularly painful...

...i want to take this opportunity to thank's for all staff... yang bersama dari awal hampir setahun yang lalu... dr azidah, kak farah, che basir, dato tajudin, dr bad, kak rozi, jasmelia, a.anas, a.mui, kak jue, sume academic staff and management staff....

maaf atas segala ketelanjuran kata, terkurang sini sana....

time and efforts in my training during the past time....

the support and concern shown by all and the rest of the management and academic team has been deeply appreciated.

...10 little fingers, a 1000000 dollar smile

2008-11-03T10:00:00.000+08:00

i've been blessed wif a li'l miracle...

...inilah hero baru di hati saya.... ahmad hadif safwan bin zulkifli...moga menjadi penyejuk di mata, penawar dihati... anak yang soleh buat kakak saya yang tercinta...

11 days......
...hero baru saya20 days....

me wif hadif's sist... haziqah

..gathering sahabat lama & bagai 2008

2008-10-22T14:27:00.029+08:00

quote 1 : "...tika mula bertemu...
terasa bagai telah lama bersua....kau sambut hulur tanganku...bertegur sapa penuh mesra"

..masa terus berlalu, dan kita tetap seiringan berjalan, menempuh onak liku, lalui semua suka dan duka bersama.....

..biarlah apapun rahsia dan kelemahanmu tetap engkau temanku....

...happy gathering 2008... happy becoming beday gak utk che abg ber2

10 tahun lagi mesti dah berubah wajah...

hot gurl of B.A.G.A.I n sahabat lama....

abe nije, adek azryl, wif abe syah (gelaran abe n adek kene ikut size)

...my soulmate... mrs ruby

me with abah n abe2 bagai

pict ghamai...

quote 2 : "...riangnya saat kita ketawa dan asyik senda dan bercerita.... walau sesekali pandangan kita berbeza, andainya tetap serupa.."

nie nak gaduh ker aper...

gurl2 posing sakan....

khusyuk berkongsi cerita....

2 che adek di tepi tirai....

nije n din....2 che abe tunjuk power

...hensem la tuer...

hot gurls with mama zuryn yg sudi bersusah payah menjamu kami...

...gembira di hati dapat bertemu teman2 lama

3 che adek... me, ruby n sara

yg berbaju merah tue la cameraman pro kami... abg fik

happy becoming beday din n aizam.... moga cepat ketemu jodoh

...pakatan rakyat...

...power la sara... berapi2 tue tgn die

... syah n my beloved abah

... ketemu lagi next gathering sebelah utara plak....

quote 3 : .."adakalanya kita juga saling terluka, namun di akhirnya kita tetap bersama"

photo credit to mr fikri azli...

..hero baru kami

2008-10-12T08:31:00.001+08:00

... alhamdulillah syukur, 11 Oct 2008 bersamaan 11 Syawal 1429 H jam 9.50 mlm kakanda saya yang tersayang akhirnya melahirkan baby boy seberat 2.9 kg di Bagan Specialist Centre...

pertama buat die sekeluarga... sebelum nier sumenya heroin2 belaka... hero kami yang baru nier dinamakan 'AHMAD HADIF SAFWAN'... tak berkesempatan nak transfer photo2nya lagi... akan diupload kelak... pict di atas sekadar hiasan... huhu

eidul fitri 2008

2008-10-06T11:35:00.026+08:00

with my beloved nephew... tuah abdull laytheef iskandar

alhamdulillah raya kali ceria seperti raya-raya sebelumnya... kehadiran anak-anak 'menakan' yang semakin bertambah dari setahun kesetahun menambah kebahagian buat kami sekeluarga...raya pertama selepas sesi bermaaf-maafan.. sempat lah sesi bergambar2...

raya pertama kali ini tak sume adek beradik berkumpul disebabkan abg jan (my 2nd bro) hya akan pulang pada malam harinya... yang turut serta hanya my mum, abg sulung+kakak+iskandar, k.arni yang tengah sarat+abg zul+a'dah+naziyha+a'dilah+haziqah, salmy and adek akram...

...half of my family....
wif anak-anak 'menakan' kesayangan

...my mum + cucu kesayangan..beraya ala-ala arab gitu

...me wif adekku sorg

my mum + adek bongsu kami

masuk 2nd day, bertambah ramai dengan kepulangan yang dinanti my 2nd bro+k.talha+damya+fahmy+hady+wafeey+baby hayfaa.... abg jan sampai dalam kul 5 pagi... lepas subuh prepare utk breakfeast n bile lunch kami bergotong-royong ramai utk bbq di mlm harinya... nie first time wat official family day... kebetulan besday abg sulung kesayangan kami jatuh pada hari nie 2 Oktober 2008... 'selamat hari lahir yang ke 37 thn abg man'...
..kami sengaja wat suprise tak nak wish pon... sbb tak pernah celebrate besday abg man pon... nmpk sgt die terharu sbb ingt gather mkn2 jer.. rupenya siap ade bacaan doa + kek special...niat di hati nak jemput 'si dia' ... tapi mengenangkan hanya utk family.. tak dapatlah... sbb 'si dia' belum rasmi as a part of my family....

me n iskandar di malam raya bbq...
...2 anak 'menakan' kesayangan' naziyha & a'dah...single n available tapi blum lepas sekolah lagi...

dr kiri..wafeey, hadeey, fahmy n baby hayfaa

raya ke 4... wif hady dan fahmy

..my mum wif family my 2nd bro...

...iskandar wif fahmy n wafeey...

raya ke3 dan ke4... special skit... ada teman lama dari mmu berkunjung... dah lama windu cerita dari kawan-kawan.. almaklumlah di penang nie takder teman2 rapat mcm kat mmu dulu... raya ke3 abg fikri+sara n abg fathi dari alor star.. kali nie sara beraya kali pertama di rumah mertuanya... abg fathi skrg dah jadi org kedah....
hepi sgt... aktiviti mkn + bergosip... pada abg fik, sara n abg fathi trima kasih byk sudi berkunjung menziarah... dah tau jalan nak ke umah kenalah selalu mai berjalan nanti2.....

...haziqah, wafeey n iskandar...
nie anak-anak dara abg jan... 3 beradik 3 rupa...

raya ke 4... 'si dia' yang dari raya ke2 beria-ria nak datang... baru berkesempatan datang beraya bersama adek afif yg setia menemani tiap tahun.... tak lama lepas tue sir hazimin pon dtg beraya... raya ke4 nie bz skit sbb abg jan dah nak berkemas blk... so, tak sempat nak masak special utk dieorg... sorry yer... lenkali kene plan betul n book awal2 senang skit... huhu

..salam eidul fitri 1429 H

2008-09-25T11:15:00.012+08:00

..tinggal tak sampai 6 hari lagi ramadhan kareem akan meninggalkan kita... syawal yang akan datang moga dapat diraikan bersama family yang tersayang... tahun ini seperti kebiasaan nya aku akan menyambut syawal dengan serba sederhana seperti sebelumnya... mungkin sedikit kurang meriah kerna abg jan (my 2nd bro) yang di kuantan hanya akan balik pada raya ke2... almaklumlah kene bertugas di pagi raya...

selalunya keletah anak2 nya yang memenuhi rumah kami... abg yg sulung dan kakak akan datang beraya, cume mereka akan bermalam di rumah masing2.. almaklumlah rumah pon dekat saja...tahun nier bertambah sedikit budget untuk duit raya sbb dah bertambah koleksi 'tentera nippon'...

alhamdulillah kali nie dapat bercuti hampir seminggu lebey..walaupun cuti terpaksa diganti nnti(cuti tahunan dah tgl 2 hari saja)...harapan nya kesempatan yang ada & masa banyak yang terluang boleh dipenuhi dgn aktiviti kegemaran...
sejak 4,5 tahun kebelakangan ini sejak ada sms raya... kad raya dari setahun ke setahun makin kurang diterima.. tahun ini satu-satunya kad raya yang diterima adalah dari 'orang ini' dan family... 3 tahun berturut-turut aku terima kad raya dari orang yg sama.. yang peliknya saya bukan aktif berpolitik atau mengangotai mana2 bahagian puteri mana2 parti pon... huhu...

baju raya tahun nier pon kain nya 'si dia' belikan + my mum beli+ sendiri beli...pegi upah tailor jiran depan umah jahitkan sume ader 5 pasang... skrg tgh 'gila' pakai baju kurung + baju kurung pahang... so, elok la nak tambah koleksi baju kerja skali... kalu ader budget lebey nak beli 'my new baby' baju raya... hidangan istimewa di hari raya baru dok view recipe... tak tau lagi nak wat apa... kalu ghamai kawan2 bercadang nak dtg beraya boleh la masak special2 skit... huhu.. kpd yang teman-teman yg tinggal di sblh utara jemput2 lah beraya di rumah.. tapi make sure ckp dl la... takut kosong plak umah tuannya keluar beraya...

dear all my blogger friends and visitors to this blog... di kesempatan nie saya ingin mengucapkan 'salam eidul fitri' buat sume yang sudi berkunjung di laman ini juga buat teman-teman yang jauh di mata tapi sokmo-sokmo dekat di hati.... apa jua yang terkurang, tersalah harap tak disimpan di dlm hati...

buat 'si dia'...moga eidulfitri kali ini bermakna buat kita....drive safely k...

...21 Ramadhan yang datang dan berlalu

2008-09-18T10:13:00.014+08:00

21 ramadhan 1429 ini, genap 7 kali ramadhan tanpa abah...abah pulang ke rahmatullah ketika berusia 56 tahun... kehilangan yang amat besar buat diriku...

sekadar berkongsi salasilah susur galur, abah bukan berasal dari sini...abah dilahir pada 3 april 1945 dengan nama Abdul Latif bin Sheikh Abdul Kadir Merican,(disebabkan itu, 3 abangku mempunyai sheikh di pangkal nama mereka)mewarisi darah keturunan arab yemen (hydramaut, yemen) dari sebelah abahnya(generasi ke3)... dan darah india dari sebelah ibunya....

penghujung ramadhan buat kuterkenang cerita-cerita indah yang abah tinggalkan...juga beberapa potret di dalam simpanan....dikongsikan di sini... kualiti gambar ini agak kurang... almaklumlah potret-potret lama...

...abah di sebelah kanan bersama seorang teman

kehilangan yang tiada ganti...seingat aku, abah tak pernah sekalipun meninggikan suara dengan ku malah nak menjentik sekalipun tak pernah...mungkin sesuai dengan namanya yang bermaksud 'hamba allah yang lemah lembut'... abah sentiasa berlembut dengan kami adik beradik...walaupun kami jarang bersama abah, di sebabkan keterbatasan waktu dan tuntutan kerja...

satu-satunya gambar bersama arwah abah yang masih ada di dlm simpanan, ketika masih kecil di Penang Bridge... gamba lain hilang dalam simpanan...

waktu kecik dulu aku selalu sakit... ada saja yang tak kena... abah usung kehulu kehilir bawak berubat dengan kereta opelnya...
dalam byk2 kami adik beradik, abah selalu lebihkan aku.. mungkin disebabkan abang2 dan kakak sudah besar.. dan adek bongsu masih terlalu kecil... bila memasuki alam sekolah dan tinggal di asrama kesemptan untuk bersama abah tue agak terhad.. aku jadi sedikit pendiam sgt berbeza dr skrg...

tika dibangku sekolah menengah..tiap kali balik bercuti asyik berkurung di dlm bilik, kalu bercerita apapun hya dengan mak...
sampai ke waktu2 akhir abah... aku masih begitu...
kehilangan abah yang agak mengejut... seperti tak dapat nak terima kenyataan tu...time tue tetamu yang menziarah tanya tentang kemalangan yg menimpa abah, aku nampak ok jer... buat sume keja dalam rumah pujuk mak, pujuk kakak....sampai mak ckp kerasnya hati adek (nama panggilan di umah) tak menitis setitik pon air mata adek...

tapi hanyalah seminggu selepas itu... aku mula menangis sepanjang hari siang dan malam...bila baca yasin mesti sebak sgt smpai kene serangan asma ...

...abah di sebelah kanan sekali...bersama teman-teman di luar malaysia, lokasinya tak tau dimana...

tanpa ku sedari masa begitu cepat berlalu...hari demi hari, kesedihan tue semakin pergi, semakin menjauh...
sehari demi sehari perkara yang berlaku di sekeliling byk mengajar...aku yang hari ini sudah jauh berbeza..bagi yang mengenali diri ini...

kenangan bersama abah akan terus bersemadi di hati... cuma terkilan abah tak berkesempatan mngenali org yg akan menjaga aku kelak...
doaku agar abah tenang di sana... sekadar coretan tatkala hati ini rindu pada abah...

'Ya Allah kasihanilah kedua ibu bapa kami seperti mana mereka mengasihaniku sewaktu aku kecil...tempatkanlah abah di kalangan org2 yang soleh.... ameen....'...

...tomorrow is another story

2008-09-10T15:19:00.004+08:00

....jalan hidup yang masih panjang... moga rahmat dan redha dari Nya selalu mengiringi hari yang mendatang di dalam hidup... sudah agak lama berkira-kira ingin memberikan wajah baru kepada 'page' nier... alhamdulillah hari ini berkesempatan juga... moga warna baru di 'page' ini dapat memberikan sinar serta wajah baru yang lebih ceria dalam hidupku...

hari-hari yang berlalu terasa seperti terlalu cepat berlalu... ramadhan yang selalu dirindui datang lagi... terasa baru saja menyambut syawal yang lepas... sedar tak sedar sudah setahun kita merayakannya... insyaAllah familyku akan menyambut kehadiran 'orang baru' minggu pertama syawal nanti...tahun ini termasuklah yang akan datang 2 'orang baru' hadir dalam hidup kami sekeluarga... insyaAllah syawal akan datang kami akan berkumpul bersama...

aku seperti selalu seperti tahun-tahun yang sudah masih berstatus 'single'...dan juga masih 'mencari rezeki' di tempat yang lama.... hampir setahun aku 'mencari rezeki' di sini... diharapkan agar rezeki dimurahkan mungkin masih ada peluang nak 'mencari rezeki' di tempat yang lain... agar lebih mudah aku merencanakan masa yang akan mendatang....

sesungguhnya perancangan Allah adalah sebaik-baik perancangan...

kehidupan seharian seperti biasa bersama keluarga... agak kurang masa bersama teman... teman-teman rapat semuanya jauh dari sini... terkadang, sesekali berkesempatan juga bertanya khabar berkongsi cerita...rindunya pada masa-masa yang pernah kita kongsi bersama...rindunya pada kalian.... terima kasih pada yang masih mengingati...

buat si dia, 'teman rasa'.... maaf atas apa jua yang berlaku... masa yang berlalu masih belum cukup untuk kita sama memahami antara satu sama lain... insyaAllah masih panjang masa untuk kita lebih menjiwai 'watak' antara satu sama lain... moga ukhuwwah ini berpanjangan selalu hendaknya...

...Mr. Maybe

2008-09-03T15:10:00.004+08:00

...it's not wise for me to stop and examine any one object for any length of time,

...sometimes I'll stop and watch someone, daydreaming of my future...

...if you could freeze frame a busy expressway and stop to realize that every single person on the road, all who have completely different pasts and completely different futures... are heading to SOME PLACE for SOME REASON..

...then it starts to seem strange how any of our paths ever cross at all...

...this isn't even taking into account how people influence us, even in the slightest of ways.

be thankful when you meet someone....Mr. Maybe...

...love doesn't have to hurt....wallahualam

...hepi belated besday my dearest 'B' frens

2008-09-01T08:24:00.002+08:00

well, to my dearest larling, Bibi, i would like to publicly and humbly offer my deepest apologies for forgetting your birthday...(bukan lupe pon saja jer nak wish lambat)... huhu

may Allah shower His blessings on you by providing the EXCELLENCE in all your endeavors and give you the best what you deserve da..

have an excellent, fun-filled, satisfied, successful year ahead…

here is a lovely cake for you. make a wish! ;) luv ya alwiitzz.

...happy family

2008-08-29T10:01:00.009+08:00

...pict of us... haziqah + me + wafeey...

musim cuti sekolah yang lepas meriah sgt dgn kepulangan family my 2nd bro dr kuantan... skrg nier family abg jan bertambah besar sbb ader baby baru... special skit sbb nier anak abg jan yang ke2 i letak nama die... yang bfore this kakak kepada baby 'Shautul Wafeey Binti Arizal... n the baby yg last (dah tutup book sbb dah anak ke-5) Shautul Hayfaa Imaan Binti Arizal.....

....nie pict Shautul Wafeey Binti Arizal yang latest.....chumel kan

...nie pict together anak kakak+ anak abg jan, half jer nier...Irsyad Fahmy+me+Nazihah+A'dah+A'dilah+Irsyad Hady Farhan+Shautul Wafeey+Haziqah

...Shautul Hayfaa Imaan baru lahir....

...Shautul Hayfaa Imaan dah 3 bulan...

...pict ghamai2, dari kiri Nazihah+Bondaku+Tuan Abdull Latheeff Iskandar+A'dah+me+Abg Jan+A'dilah+Kakakku Arni+K.Talha+Shautul Damia+Irsyad Fahmy+Irsyad Hady Farhan+Haziqah+Shautl Wafeey...

...engagement ms anis akmal

2008-08-24T15:52:00.001+08:00

... last weekend 23 August 2008 kakak kesayangan 'si dia' punye 'majlis pertunangan'... sumenya serba sederhana tapi meriah dengan kehadiran sedara mara....sempat la berkunjung jadi mak andam skit... fully sponsored from head to toe... yer lah dah lama ternanti2 saat nie... alhamdulliah semuanya berjalan lancar...

..chumel sungguh...

...nie la Kak Anis Akmal....

....bila lagi nak posing...

...kak anis wif mamanya...

...kak anis wif abahnya...

....chumel tak baju tunang tuer... hepi sgt bila tgk org yg tersayang pakai baju nier...pagi tue agak rushing nak ker teluk kumbar... 'si dia' dtg seberang kebetulan ada majlis penyampaian dermasiswa 2008 bank persatuan di Penang Golf Resort... smpai di teluk kumbar dalam kul 1.00 tgh hari... family 'si dia' yang laen dok bz kat dapur lagi... dah siap 'proses menchumelkan' kak anis... (mmg dia dah sedia chumel pong)... pastu tgu masa rombongan pihak lelaki datang...

.....me + kak anis....

...gambar bertiga...

.... kak anis wif adiknya yang tersayang... anas akmal

...me + mamanya + kak anis + kawan mamanya...

...afif akmal + anas akmal + anis akmal + ashraff akmal....

... anak2 dara pingitan... sume chumel except yg baju coklat tue... huhu

...happy birthday to my sweetheart

2008-08-21T10:34:00.006+08:00

...cake bluberry...krim tue nyum-nyum...

...muka 'si dia' yang keletihan...

tanggal 21 Ogos datang lagi... seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya 'Selamat Hari Lahir yang ke 26 tahun' buat yang selalu di hati...

tiada apa yang lebih bermakna selain doa buat 'si dia' agar dipanjangkan umur dalam kebajikan, dimurahkan rezeki juga dipertemukan jodoh dengan teman hidup yang menjadi penyejuk di mata, penawar di hati...

moga apa jua yang menanti di hadapan yang baik-baik buat 'si dia'.. musim berlalu bagai sungai mengalir bagaikan usia kita... moga usia yang semakin meningkat mematangkan kita... semalam telah pun berlalu suka duka jadikan iktibar...

trip to medan...

2008-08-18T09:17:00.002+08:00

...ramai yg suruh saya update blog...bukan tak nak cume sejak balik dari medan sedikit bz... nie pon baru pulang dari kl... ape pun... medan tak la seperti yg kubayangkan... ... apepon byk yang kupelajari sepanjang di sana... hari pertama sampai die airport bandar polonia disambut oleh Lendra jam sudah senja waktu itu... kami trus di bawa ke Jalan Intan, tempat penginapan pelajar MD Prog (ACMS-USU) di Medan... setelah urusan penginapan pelajar selesai kami ke Dhaksina Hotel, penginapan kami sepanjang di sana nanti... perjalanan yang agak meleteykan...

...universitas sumatera utara...

.... terkenang-kenang j.co donut nier... nie jer yg perut aku leh trima.. yang laen sume buat perutku memulas...

...partner dari ACMS... k.farah arigon

...naek lanca.. penat pak supir nak kayuh anak gajah nier...

...bersama-sama adek2 yg bijak2 belaka.. dah la hensem+poyos

hari kedua... kami bangun seawal jam 5 pagi lebih utk solat subuh... trasa sgt awal walaupun sebenarnya jam di Malaysia sudah melewati jam 6 pagi... setelah bersiap kami trn breakfast dan smbil menunggu Lendra menjemput untuk aktiviti setrusnya di Medan...kami di bawa ke airport untuk menanti ketibaan pelajar tajaan MARA yang bertolak dr KLIA..mereka agak selesa kerna kami ada untuk membantu mereka menyesuaikan diri di sini... setelah urusan imigresen selesai pelajar di bawa utk sesi briefing di Medan Club.... setelah sume urusan dengan pelajar2 selesai kami ke destinasi seterusnya ke Univ. Sumatera Utara...

..di depan tempat penginapan kami...

... di depan masjid raya.. masjid tertua di Medan

... di hadapan Rumah Sakit Adam Malik....(rumah sakit tue hospital la) muke keletihan amat tuer....

...menjamu selera di Koki Sunda... (koki = chef)

hari ketiga dan seterusnya dipenuhi dengan aktiviti untuk registration pelajar, meeting dengan pelajar senior di sana juga pengumpulan data2 untuk dokumentasi MMC... ape pon... sekadar berkongsi pict2 di sini... maaf ya buat kawan2 tak berkesempatan nak beli apa sgt... almaklumlah urusan keje bukan urusan makan angin... bagi yg dah complain tak update blog... nie dah update... siap backdated posting nie yer...

.... muke budak comot....

kat dalam bilik pon sempat snap....

...away

2008-08-06T12:50:00.002+08:00

i'll be away for 5 days...starting from today till this weekend....insyaAllah akan ke Medan... bukan pegi hols... outstation kejap jer...urusan keja...

kalu ader yg kerinduan (-_*)atau yang ingin menghubungi diri ini... sila tinggalkan msg yer kt my no k... call @ miss call akan dilayan bila saya pulang nanti... so.. untuk yang sudi berkunjung di page saya nier... moga ketemu lagi ya... nnti apdet crita n latest pict...

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...special dedicate buat si dia...(tak bermaksud pa per juz lagu nier meaningful sgt2)

...sometimes late at night, i lie awake, he's lost in peaceful dreams,

...so I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark, and the thought crosses my mind,

if I never wake up in the morning

would he ever doubt the way I feel, about him in my heart

if tomorrow never comes, will he know how much I loved him...

...'cause I've lost loved ones in my life,

who never knew how much I loved them, now I live with the regret,

that my true feelings for them never were revealed...

...so I made a promise to myself, to say each day how much he means to me,

where there's no second chance to tell him how I feel...

...so tell that someone that you love,

just what you're thinking of if tomorrow never comes

...erti hidup pada memberi

2008-07-21T10:31:00.001+08:00

"...terimalah seseorang, seadanya... kebaikannya disyukuri, kekurangannya diredhai...."

...last weekend 'si dia', k.anis n gurl datang umah... dtg tgk baju pengantin k.anis... preparation for majlis tunang next month n wedding end of the year...tarikh lum finalize lagi... almaklumlah 'che abg' k.anis pegi berlayar...tapi preparation sume dah di'plan' awal... hopefully bila tiba masenya.. sume nye berjalan lancar...

... actually byk sgt plan if 'si dia' blk penang kali nie.. last2 minute cancel... takder rezeki..next year ader lagi kan... huhu... b4 'si dia' balik sempat lagi 'si dia' hadiahkan buku nie... kena pada masanya... thanks utk ' si dia'... moga ikatan ini berpanjangan slalu di dlm redhaNya... ameen

...7 years

2008-07-14T09:11:00.005+08:00

...life doesn't always turn out as planned, u don't plan for a broken heart...

u plan to fall in love - and be loved forever... u don't plan to be sad... u don't plan to be hurt... u don't plan to be broke... u don't plan to be alone in this world... u plan to be happy...

...sometimes if you work hard enough, u can get what you want... but most times, what u want and what u get are two different things.

sometimes, He allows pain so we can be stronger...

...and sometimes, Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us... make plans, but understand that we live by Allah's grace... waallahulam

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...14 july 2003 - 14 july 2008..7 years ...moga Allah tambah sayang antara kita...

Ya Allah, kurniakan daku perwira hati, penyejuk di mata, penawar di hati...

...if tomorrow never come

2008-07-13T09:26:00.000+08:00

..baru berkesempatan nak upload pict2 trip ke PD ari tuer... last week, i've been so bz... my mum baru jer kuar ward last weekend... so, starting this week kene drive gi opis sendiri..

back to trip PD last month... best sgt sbb dah lama tak bercuti... at least, terubat 'sepi' di hati... first day, bertolak ke kl dari penang... mlm tue stay kat umah kak anis... keesokkan arinya, kiteorg (kak anis, watip, gurl n me) gi jalan2 kat jalan masjid india.. beli brg skit preparation utk 'wedding' kak anis... insyaAllah end of this year..

hish bukan kerja senang nak kena jadi mak andam... hehe... dapat plak sepasang kain sedondon dgn family bakal pengantin... gurl dah warning awal2 jgn wat lawa2 takut glemer kalahkan 'pengapit pengantin'... huhu.... hepi sgt jalan2 ngn dieorg cume 'rushing' skit sbb dah kene siap2 nak gi PD...

'si dia' asek bz ngn keje die jer...lps dah siap baru bertolak ker PD, sblm tue singgah amek 2 'Sir' idaman malaya... singgah cyber amek Sir 1 -G-MON + Sir 2 -G-BE... on da way ke PD, berkesempatan update byk2 gosip terkini... sampai di PD terus check in n siap nak gi jln merasa angin pantai 'bukan ber2' yer tapi bertiga.. ader peneman Sir Hazimin yang 'baek hati' yang temankan...

malam tue prepare 4 BBQ n sesi ' ice breaking'.. memory lama bertandang... mase zaman kat mmu2 dl...

..hari ke 2 di PD... lps subuh jer plan jalan2 ngn 'si dia' kat tepi pandai... tgk sun rise smbil tgu 'banana boat' time tue la team yg laen join kiteorg... byk sungguh peristiwa yang melucukan time naek banana boat nie... mereka2 yang berada di tempat kejadian jer yg tau... hush hush (-_-)

after naek banana boat n breakfast... berkemas utk pulang ke kl.... b4 tue smpt la sesi 'photography'.... nway thanks kpd organizer 'pak cik zapril + erna n da gang... n sume2 yg terlibat.. hepi sgt spent time dgn korg.... jgn lupa next trip nak itut gak... huhu

7 Julai 2008

2008-07-07T23:56:00.001+08:00

... tarikh itu datang lagi... thanks di atas ingatan sume... ... banyak sangat peristiwa suprise yang berlaku menjelangnya 7 Julai 2008...

rentetan indah juga perkara yang sangat mendukacitakan... mungkin seharusnya ia menjadi hari yang paling indah buat diri ini.. tapi sebaliknya masih ada kelam di langit kelabu...

tak dilupakan...buat yang selalu di sisi... apa pun jua yang berlaku terima kasih yang teramat sangat... thanks di atas 'suprise' yang akan ku kenang sampai bila2...terselit juga bahagia di celahan kelopak '12 pink roses' special delivery yang dititipkan .. (-_-) terima kasih kerna bersusah payah merancangkan segalanya buat diri ini...wish list yang '1' fulfill...

thanks di atas ingatan teman sume...

Day b4 : 6 Julai 2008

1. zaini - 00.04 am

2. kak kinah - 19.46 pm

3. abg fathi - 21.43 pm

On the day: 7 Julai 2008

1. 'Si dia' - 00.00 am

2. Addila Akmal - 00.01 am

3. my dear twin neena - 00.06 am (hepi besday to u too)

4. my sist, kak zira - 00.09 am

5. ieka (gf my lil bro) - 00.26 am

6. my sist, kak talha - 05.37 am

7. azryl, my best bf a.k.a hzmate 'si dia' - 09.17 am

8. pak cik zapril - 08.25 (hepi 'becoming' besday 17.7.08)

9. syahrul ikmar -12.54 (hepi 'becoming' besday 17.7.08)

10. kak asma afifi, old fren MMP - 13.00 pm (hepi belated besday 17. 6.08)

11. kak anis akmal - 14.10 pm (bakal bertukar status this year)

12. mrs n mr fikri azli - 14.10 pm

13. afifah akmal (mrs amad f****) - 14.36 pm

also my opis mate... kak farah kasi tedy bear yg chumel... n yang laen sume wish kat ym n thru my blog... tak tertulis kat sini.. sbb tak smpt rekod kul bape dieorg wish tak lupa che iki.. die msg kt hp 'si dia'... maaf kalu ader yang tertinggal... n miss ruby ... noty erk....

... wish list

2008-07-03T10:28:00.013+08:00

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 ‘PRESENTS’ YOU WISH FOR:

[saya bukan nak demand tau tapi wish list jer nie ;)...]

1. Suprise dari org tersayang..

2. Voucher body treatment untuk menguruskan badan (free seumo hidup)

3. Umo yang panjang dalam keberkatan

4. Murah rezeki

5. Last but not least : koleksi buku2 ini -

a) Brida (Paulo Coelho)

b) The Secret (Rhonda Byrne)

c) Tunggu Teduh Dulu (Faisal Tehrani)

d) Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus (John Gray)

e) Aku terima nikahnya (Hasrizal Abdul Jamil)..[buku nie Che Azril kite yg rekemen tau ;-p ]

LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES:

1. Sebab 'si dia' tak pernah nak berkesempatan nak wat mende2 yang suprise neh...

2. Saya sangat2 nak kurus la at least turun lagi 10 kg.. tapi malas nak diet2 neh...

3. Saya belum kawen...tak nak la mati muda... perlukah!!!

4. Supaya saya punya lebey uang utk 'sopping'... huhu

5. Nak tambah koleksi... tapi tak nak beli sendiri.. huhu

...when i think of u, i'm not alone

2008-05-26T14:35:00.008+08:00

... focus hilang bila hati tak 'hepi' dengan apa yg kita buat...n...less or nothing... no 'job satisfaction' at all... 0-0 huhu...dah rase penat dah jadi meshin men'absorb' tekanan... enough...so, nak hepikan diri yg gundah gulana, kene la ingt 'mende2' yg menghepikan diri, dengar sesuatu yg buat kite ingt kt org yg kasi kite hepi...(-_-)...

...dari pressure terbawa2 smpi ke lena mlm... ada baeknya kalu aku bawak diri nie berubat dengan sesuatu yg membahagiakan...alhamdulillah, cz ader 'org tue' slalu ada.. slalu support... sbb 'org tue' slalu sabar melayan kerenahku... moga selalu broleh rahmatnya agar 'kamu' juga hepi n bahagia slalu... kerna 'kamu' membuatkan diriku bahagia (-_-)... Allah shj dapat membalasnya...

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to whom it may concern ;-).....

"....i used to try, to set aside some time for being lonely... ...so many times i prayed to find, someone like you to hold me..

...all i know is that when i think of you ...i'm not alone

...i just simply close my eyes and sing my song and i am home, loving where i belong...

...do you believe in loneliness? i do now ,that's where I found you and i'll never let you go,
when all i knew was onlyness...there you were with you around, who's lonely now...

...i feared the night, but now it's mine, 'cause something's out here for me...

...let's take our time, i'm satisfied with having you to own me...."

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walimah mr adi yuseri

2008-05-08T12:56:00.005+08:00

mr anas akmal n best fwen... huhu

pasangan pengantinnya

...nak menumpang amek berkat

...ader org dah chubby nmpknya...

...selamat pengantin baru buat a.adi yuseri dan pasangannya kak amzatul liyana... moga cepat2 timang baby...

... open my heart and follow where it led me...

2008-04-14T09:19:00.003+08:00

dedicated to me...

... she thought bout what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become... she was a woman who had been given advice from a man she loved, who had taken it and tried her hardest to help heal herself...she now felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted....

...she was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed... she was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work in the morning... she was a woman who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to ignored 'negative feeling' more often...

...she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet...she was a woman just got things wrong...

...on the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories... whether it happened in ten months or ten years...

...whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her... in the meantime, she would just live...

i need a vacation...

2008-03-28T09:45:00.015+08:00

...perjalanan hidup yang masih panjang....singgah sebentar di sini melepas lelah seketika... rindu pada warna-warna indah... rindu pada segalanya... rindu pada 'si dia' jua pada teman-teman terubat sedikit....

...tanggal 14-16 Mac yang lepas mewarnakan warna-warna indah dalam hidupku walau cuma seketika tapi amat bermakna.... :-) hepi sgt.... bukan selalu nak rasa mcm nie... sekali-sekala ber'honey moon' ape salah nya kan....

....perjalanan yang begitu panjang dari penang ke melaka, dari melaka ker kuantan, dari kuantan ke kemaman... memulakan xpdc bersendirian dari penang terus ke melaka, keesokan hari nya barulah kami betolak ke kemaman melalui segamat...

destinasi di tuju ke walimah sahabat kami sarah+abg fik... kami berempat aku, si dia, ekey n ruby dan k.ita n abg lokman sefamily bertolak awal pagi sampai sblm pukul 3... lebey kurang 1 lebey di sana bertemu gang2 bagai (geng G + B) + adek acheh.... kechow gak la rumah pengantin dibuatnya....

selamat pengantin baru...

geng bagai

... si dia + adek manjanya

kami meneruskan perjalanan pulang ke kuantan... tak dapat nak stay cherating... stay kat chalet kat kuantan... janji tepi pantai... ptg tue berkesempatan berlibur di tepian pantai... byk sweet+sour memories kat tepi pantai nie...actually dah lama sgt berangan nak berlarian di tepian pantai dengan yang tersyg... huhu...

di malam harinya acara liburan diteruskan... aku, si dia, ekey n ruby jer pegi main boling... lama tak mengasah bakat... bakat masuk longkang.. ;-p tapi malam tue ader org 'support' so, 1st round tercorot, 2nd round up skit no 2 dari corot... peningkatan yb begitu ketara...keletihan keesokan harinya ada sedikit cerita mendung menkabutkan suasana.... apa pun jua yang pastinya aku tak perlu lagi nak melawan kesepian....kerna pastinya ader hikmah disebalik ape jua yang berlaku.... wallahualam

tak sgka 'org tue' bgitu supportive.... rasenye mcm dah kenal sgt2... tapi bile spent time baru tau byk lagi 'good quality' di dlm diri die yang aku tak tau.... tue la mcm 'baru' kenal jer rasanya... apa pun moga ianya dijadikan sempadan untuk mengajar diriku untuk memperbaiki diri untuk menjadi insan yg lebey baek... banyak sgt yg ingin dititipkan buat si dia... mungkin masa tak mengizinkan.... nway thanks a lot buat che ruby n ekey... u all mmg best... sowie buat hari kalian mendung seketika... jua buat si dia yang setia melayan kerenahku yg kadangkala menguji kesabarannya.... maaf atas segala ketelanjuran....

don't look back got a new direction

2008-02-19T14:18:00.005+08:00

....someday i will understand....maybe... perjalanan hidup yang masih panjang... terkadang terhenti dipertengahan jalan... bersimpang siur laluan di hadapan... terkadang tersalah jalan... maju setapak, undur kembali 10 tapak ke belakang...

mungkin aku kurang gembira dengan ape yang berputar disekelilingku kini...tapi bila dah terbiasa.... akan jadi ok, maybelah... harapan nye begitulah....

..windu teman-teman... teramat windu juga pada 'si dia'... buhsan menunggu... tak pasti apa yang ditunggu... seharian keletihan di ofis.... pulang ke rumah 'kosong' penuh kehampaan... kosongnya hidupku.... apa yang pastinya aku tak hepi dengan apa yang aku lalui skrg... maybe nnti hepi tak pastilah....

tak pasti apa yang aku cari, bila arah tak jelas kabur penglihatan... segalanya seperti satu keterpaksaan... tak pasti apa yang mengembirakan... how could i face the faceless days....and almost believing this was not pretend....

"can't waste time so give it a moment, realize nothing's broken, no need to worry bout everything i done, live every second like it was my last one, don't look back got a new direction"

..searching 'mr right'

2008-01-16T15:24:00.000+08:00

..lately i've been busy wif MQA/Lan Acreditation Documentation... tired already... sumtimes rase mcm nak back to school... jadi student lagi best maaa... cukup jam gi klas... kalu rase attendance lum below 75% ade 'chance' leh ponteng lagi...

...tapi kalu keje letey mcmmana tapi pikirkan keje yg 'pending' akan kelak menyusahkan org laen 'ketrpaksaan' jugalah aku melangkah ke ofis... rutin hari yg semakin pack..multitasking tue... letey nye...

...actually ape yg ade dalam life aku skrg tak lebey dr keje,keje dan keje... tak sempat nak entertain diri sendiri pon... nak release stress pon bum2 je la... feel nie dah takder...

malah istilah ' cinta' tak pernah wujud lagi dalam kamus hidupku skrg... ada apa dengan cinta... harap maklum yer saya bukan insan yg baru frust putus cinta... tapi setelah diamat-amati barulah aku sedar 'istilah itu' tak pernah wujud dalam kamus hidupku..

mungkin ianya tak lebey dari sebuah 'harapan'.... aku selesa+gembira dengan hidupku skrg... buat masa ini aku belum bersedia untuk memberikan apa2 komitmen... apa yang ada, alhamdulillah aku terima seadanya.. jika yang kurang kite letak ketepi tak payah nak susah2... ...

buat masa skrg 'satu arah' yang aku cari... aku masih dalam pencarian sebenarnya... apa yang aku inginkan dalam hidup ini... usia 23 tahun belum cukup memberikan aku apa2.. masih banyak yang ingin kukejar dlm hidup..

seandainya 'harapan'jadi kenyataan mungkin itu yang terbaik buatku... andainya ianya hanya tak lebey dari sebuah mimpi... mungkin itu juga yang terbaik buat hidupku... Tuhan Maha Mengetahui

..melawan kesepian

2007-12-31T09:27:00.000+08:00

apapun yang terjadi, berjalanlah tanpa henti,

air mata yang tertahan, waktu untuk dijatuhkan...

nanti kita akan tahu, betapa bijaknya hidup, sepahit apa pun ini... pelajaran yang bererti

semoga kepergianmu,

tak akan merubah apapun, semoga mampu kulawan, kesepianku...

nanti kita akan tahu betapa bijaknya hidup, sepahit apa pun ini, pelajaran yang bererti..

semoga kepergianmu... tak akan merubah apa pun, semoga mampu kulawan kesepianku

apapun yang terjadi, berjalanlah tanpa henti....

...what if

2007-12-26T13:59:00.000+08:00

Since when 'he' matters so much to me? the guy from ...er.. he's the clark kent, superman or ??? =)

"...You can't love someone that you can't have... you can't teach a heart whom to love, and you can't teach your heart how to love... and it always happens that the only person that you want to catch you when you fall, is that someone you can't have..."

mirror mirror on the wall,

catch me now before i fall, i wish i may, i wish i might find the answer here.... mirror mirror on the wall...

cause a girl like me is just a lil' different from all the rest, and a girl likes me never settles for second best, could it be a 'man' like you??? that would give me anything if I asked him to, to take all my dreams and make them true... show me all the reasons that you ought to be with a girl like me, just like me

Why am I writing this? ... i need to wake up from my dream and get real. Life's not a fairytale...

P.S I Love You

2007-12-04T11:15:00.001+08:00

...'sweet' + 'lovely' suprise... sum'one took me out for lunch yesterday... we nyam-nyam ikan siakap bakar+daging bakar....

...mcm mimpi jer rase... actually bukan slalu leh cmnie... so, bila luar dari kebiasaan 'indah'nye terbawa ke hari-hari seterusnya... after lunch he sent me back n gave me 'this novel'+ myfeveret toblerone... senyum nie masih berpanjangan... buat 'si dia' yg selalu jauh di mata.... thanks (-_-)

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...sum people wait their whole lives 2 find their soulmates..
...Childhood sweethearts, they could finish each other's sentences and even when they fought,
they laughed. No one could imagine Holly and Gerry without each other.

Until the unthinkable happens. Gerry's death devastates Holly. But as her 30th birthday looms, Gerry comes back to her. He's left her a bundle of notes, gently guiding Holly into her new life without him, each note signed "P.S. I Love You."

As the notes are gradually opened, and as the year unfolds, Holly is both cheered up and challenged. The man who knows her better than anyone sets out to teach her that life goes on. With some help from her friends, and her noisy and loving family, Holly finds herself laughing, crying, singing, dancing - and being braver than ever before.

Life is for living, she realises - but it always helps if there's an angel watching over you.

who knows me the Best???

2007-11-29T16:49:00.000+08:00

acu cube try test.... hehe

new life....

2007-11-27T08:54:00.000+08:00

lama tak ke sini... menyusuri hari-hari yg semakin mem'bz'... alhamdulillah masuk minggu ke-3 di sini, rutin baru dah buat aku terbiasa... gembira dengan kehidupan yg baru ini.. :-) tak banyak yg ingin dikongsikan di sini cukuplah sekadar singgah melepaskan lelah...

minggu ini masuk mingggu ke empat aku di sini... segalanya masih indah di mata... semakin selesa di sini... mungkinkah aku akan berada di sini untuk tempoh yg lebih lama???? mungkin juga... akhir ini byk masaku lebih bersama family di sini... kalu dulu sudah betah tinggal sendiri, sunyiku kini terisi dengan suara anak-anak buah yg sudi menemani cerita-cerita gembira pengubat lelah seharian....

...me, damya n wafy

..with my big jane, my sist in-law n my mum

last weekend berkesempatan terbang ke Kuantan.... makan angin di Pantai Teluk Cempedak, juga berkesempatan ke Base, Royal Malaysian Navy.... sempat singgah ke kenduri abg angkatku yg akhirnya ke jenjang pelamin... bukan berdua tapi bertiga lagi tue...
..dilarang bergambar di dlm base neh
..menyusuri pinggir Base RMN, TLDM
......my mum hady, fahmy n me

congrats... n masih belum terlambat untuk mengucapkan 'selamat pengantin baru buat abg mie n ina'...moga berbahagaia selalun selagi nyawa dikandung badan....

...kenduri abg mie n ina....di sebelah pengantin lelaki di Phg

...me n k.Tan

...with the bride

..fills my heart

2007-09-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

Happiness uplifts me,

Happiness fills my heart, my mind, and my soul ....

Happiness gives me the strength I need , Happiness is a good feeling that enters my mind each day....

Happiness takes my sadness away , Happiness fills my eyes with joy....

Happines makes me excited and thrilled , Happines warms my heart and soul each day ....

Happiness gives me a sense of relief each day , Happiness welcomes me each morning when I get up ,

Happiness can be seen in my eyes ....

happy oldies my kubi!!!

2007-09-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

nie present besday i kubi kasi...

lately... i've been very bz... bz wat aper erk...actually... bz nak cuti... this week will be my last week kat SKLY neh... next week nak jalan2 la... whole week tue nak gi Kelantan...ader ramadhan promo... firefly pon oklah janji tak naek bas... lately nak naek bas pon takut byk incident yg tak diingini la... so, after jalan2...start mid sept nnti baru start kat tempat baru, insyaAllah... moga sumenya dipermudahkan...

lama tak berblogging.. byk sgt yg dah tak apdet... skrg dah ader hobi baru tau.. start blk dr sekolah tgk tv smpi ke mlm...segala cerita mak nenek yg menemani.. ye lah half day pon letey tau naek turun tangga gune tenaga suara... susah jadi seorg pendidik nie rupanya... rase puas tue susah nak dpt dlm kamus seorg pendidik hinggalah anak2 neh fhm baru bleh tarik nafas lega... stay berdua jer kat rumah mmg sgt boring.. takder teman nak bercerita... nak online slalu pon keadaan tak mengizinkan.... rase dah sgt lame tak ketawa tau... ye lah teman ber'sosial' pon dah jauh di mata... really miss them... dimanapun kalian... jgn lupekan yg di sini... ya, saat dan diketika ini hidup rase sunyi tanpa kalian...

TAK DILUPAKAN YG SELALU DIINGATI TEMAN JIWA TEMAN RASA 'RUBY'... posting lmbt pon still nak wish 'hepi belated besday'... doaku selalu menemani... nnti gather2 kite passing hadiah k!!! sowie tak dpt join suprise party yg 'che iki' wat 4 sept tue... nway hopefully semoga usia yg bertambah mematangkanmu agar lebey bijak membuat 'pilihan'.... moga dilorongkan ke arah jalan yang membawa kebaikan, dipertemukan seseorg yg bisa menjagamu, melindungimu, menyayangimu dan berkekalan hingga ke alam yg lagi satu... langkah la 'bendul' erk... leh 'chek' jadi pengapit... hihi... sayang dan rindu akak wat Ruby slalu... biar jauh di mata, tapi di hati nie kita saja yg tau... miss ya' a lot... muaaaah

..one more year

2007-08-21T20:10:00.001+08:00

buat abang yang tersayang, semoga seiring dgn pertambahan usia dimurahkan rezeki, dipercepatkan jodoh..jadi suami yg soleh juga bakal abah yg mithali, insyaAllah... doa mie moga usia mematangkan abg dan terus diberi kesabaran untuk mendidik dan menjaga mie kelak...

not just at special times like this but each and everyday..... you know that you are loved far more than words can ever say.... happy birthday my sweetheart...

kenangan di 12 august 2007

2007-08-17T08:14:00.000+08:00

after convo ceremony... bondaku....

my kiut litle darling...

wif my bester fren 4 eva... kak ieta n bibi... wif my family...

gambar ramai....

thanks buat sume... buat teman jiwaku 'bagai'... kalian pasti akan dirindui selalu... berlalulah sudah episod suka duka tinggal kenangan berharga...

one day before...

2007-08-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATION TO THE 2007 GRADUATES...

Salmi Wati Binti Abdul Latif

1031162366

Bachelor of Information Technology (Honours) Majoring in Business Information System

Faculty Information Science and Technology

Sunday, 12 August 2007

Venue : Grand Hall, Multimedia University, Cyberjaya

...harapan

2007-08-01T10:19:00.000+08:00

this week masuk bulan kedua aku bergelar pendidik.. sedar tak sedar dah masuk ogos... alhamdulillah dah leh adapt ngn envi baru neh.. b4 this kalu dah abih waktu sekolah tue mesti flat gile keletihan suara pon dah takder..huhu (-_-)
... skrg rase tak sbr plak nak menghadapi hari baru melayan kerenah anak-anak2 nie.. patutlah org kate kerja sbg pendidik nie perlu kesabaran yg tinggi...pelbagai kerenah juga ragam anak2 yg perlu ditangani dengan bijak... bagi aku kerjaya sbg pendidik nie bermain dengan perasaan.. sejauh mana kita mampu mengawal emosi... silap haribulan ader plak yg kene cekik.. alhamdulillah setakat nie aku gembira berada di sini membantu ape yg kurang, berkongsi ape yg ada...
dgn environment yang baru nie baru ku mula hargai guru-guru yg pernah berjasa dalam hidupku... bermula dr pra sekolah hinggalah ke alam kampus... trima kasih buat mereka sume.. Allah shjlah yg dapat membalas jasa kalian...

"Wahai guru yang dikasihi, Engkaulah pelita diri ini,

Menerangi hati nurani, Moga dirimu dirahmati

Ya ALLAH peliharalah guruku, Agar dipimpin terus hambaMu,

Agar terhindar dari Neraka,
Moga dibukakan pintu Syurga"

good morning teacher!!!

2007-07-17T10:20:00.000+08:00

today 170707... my first day as a teacher... english teacher ok!!! n sivik... i will try my best...takder experience mengajar + sgt tak pandai english... last week baru pej. pendidikan pgl interview... suppose start smlm...tapi minta tggh ari nie cz baru jer blk dr cj neh...

takpernah bermimpi nak jd teacher... plak tue ajar english... tapi inilah yg dinamakan rezeki... class pack ari ni + ader meeting after class nnti...in charge standard 4 & 5... baru half day dah amat letey... rutin harian baruku bermula jam 7.00 dan berakhir jam 3... after this, ader class lagi... wish me luck k!!!

..cradle of life

2007-06-30T01:38:00.000+08:00

malam ini menung panjang lagi... masih menghitung cuti yang entah bila penghujungnya nanti... lusa dah masuk julai... julai bulan yg penuh makna utkku... banyak yg aku ingin ukirkan di bulan ini... pastinya 070707 mengharapkan tuah no bertuah berakhirlah penantian ini...

ape yg aku nanti sebenarnya??? menanti ade seseorang di sisi?? menanti sang putera kayangan melamar diri??? atau menanti wang jatuh dari langit buat bekal aku yg masih bercuti??? huhu... cuti nie asek skali kalu hari2 disulam mimpi2 di siang hari.. mane la tau mimpi jadi kenyataan...tak salah kita bermimpi bcz of dream sumting imposible can be reality.. (-_-)

merenung diri banyak lagi yang ingin kukecapi dalam hidup ini... aku ingin jadi 'seseorang' pastinya... tringat plak kata2 seseorang yg 'suatu hari nanti aku insan yg akan sukses dan berstatus dalam hidup'... :-) (ameen, mg masin mulut org tue)

moga jalan yg melintangi dihdpn kelak yg baek2 pastinya... yg penting dilorongkan jalan2 yg membawa kebaikan...tapi bila agaknya aku akan maju setapak lagi dari tahap yg skrg... wallahualam...

aku belum tau jalan apa yang akan aku lalui dihadapan... atas permintaan seseorg ingin juga kongsikan ape aku ingin dalam hidup ini 10 thn yg akan datang.. tapi bukan skrg.. tgu 070707 nanti... insyaAllah

...someone

2007-06-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

..found myself today, I found myself and ran away, something pulled me back,

the voice of reason I forgot I had, all I know is just you're not here to say,

what you always used to say, but it's written in the sky tonight...

so I won't give up, no I won't break down, sooner than it seems life turns around, and I will be strong,

even if it all goes wrong, when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe, someone's watching over me...

seen that ray of light, and it's shining on my destiny, shining all the time, and I wont be afraid,

to follow everywhere it's taking me, all I know is yesterday is gone, and right now I belong, took this moment to my dreams...

it doesn't matter what people say, and it doesn't matter how long it takes, believe in yourself and you'll fly high,

and it only matters how true you are, be true to yourself and follow your heart...

someone's watching over me...

...menghitung cuti

2007-06-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

chumel nye mudassir neh... mimpila nak dpt baby chumel cmneh abg... ;-p

nk tumpang amek 'kenan' baby mudassir yg chumel..hihi

wif my adek, jln2 kt klcc after convo abg last month

sunyi selubungi malam... dah naik letih menghitung cuti... aku masih di sini...alhamdulillah masih ada teman untuk berkongsi cerita... cerita terbaru nak dikongsi di sini... huhu.. tue yg lame tak apdet...aku tak punya cerita menarik nak kucoretkan di sini.. sekadar kisah biasa...

apa pun jua.. terlalu bersyukur result final sem yg kuar last week buatku lega...alhamdulillah...at least utk final xm last neh aku dah wat better dr sem2 yg laen.. insyaAllah bleh la bersama 2 teman yang laen ke gerbang 'grand hall' tanggal 12 august nanti...

bulan june ini bulan santai2 saja... teman rapatku di rumah, nazihah & a'dah dah kembali bersekolah hanya tgl sekecik haziqah menemani... si iskandar yg slalu kurindu keletahnya menemani malam2 sunyi... dah naek muak mengulit tv... minggu ini brtukar hobi, 'bila Tuhan berbicara' kutatapi saban hari... naskah karya Faisal Tehrani pemberian abg di hari convonya tempuh hari... thanks utk abg kerna sudi belikan buku yg sgt bermakna ni... moga kita tergolong dalam golongan yang diredhaiNya apa jua yang dilakukan dipermudahkan...

teman-teman kecilku

Date:	Saturday, February 13, 2010 ^ 28 Safar 1431H
Time:	12:00pm - 5:30pm
Location:	921 Pdg Menora, 13310 Tasek Gelugor, Seberang Perai Utara, Penang

Date:	Saturday, February 20, 2010 ^ 6 Rabiulawal 1431H
Time:	12:00pm - 5:30pm
Location:	No 1 Jalan Desa Pauh, Taman Desa Pauh, 13500 Permatang Pauh, Penang